Michelin Alert~!!

had been eating mum's cookin for the whole 4weeks of sem break...all my fav food she prepared,n she's non-stop feeding me...n buggin me 2finish up ALL the food+leftover...appetizer,main course,desserts...she's tryin 2make Michelin outta her daughter i think...n she's half way in succeeding....help~~!!
*quoted from mum:sending u bk 2imu in fat condition makes me happy..(-.-")*

Generation gap >_<

since young,i nvr really experienced generation gaps...until recently...wif the prescence of "2 pendatang haram",which make things worst...

i'm no longer young n ignorant,i can feel that dad loved me very much...he tried very hard to "befriend" me,to talk at the same level as me...not many fathers r able to do that,to actually put down their "great ego-ness" n try "pleasing" their children...for example,when i stayed up late sometimes to go online,he will actually accompany me indirectly by sitting infront of the tv at the living room,which often he'll fall asleep...i know dad loves me..i REALLY DO!!but then sometimes,what dad said/do makes me wonder...whether to laugh or to cry...things said n done alwayz seemed to land on the wrong time,n the wrong place,which often made me more annoyed than pleased..in the end,i often hurt his feelings...n regreted after that...

being the eldest in the family,dad has the character of sacrificing his own desire in order to please others...but sometimes,some lousy fellas like to take things for granted..as if the whole world owe her somethin...wtf...all this tend to make ppl who loved him upset...which often, is mum...

frankly,d prescence of the "pendatang haram" recently really made things worst..it upsets mum,it upsets me...n dad gets upset as well...being the unwelcome one,i think the "pendatang haram" felt uneasy as well..but the pendatang's lousy "care-taker" is enjoying her life now somewhere north...really...useless fella!i mean,who on earth r they to come here interfering our peaceful lifes?!mum's holiday jz started,n i think she really needs a break...dad's kinda stress bcoz of work 2..n i think that f*ckin fella should giv my dad a break too!darned angry with them..really wanted 2 phone up n scold the hell out of her~!!to make things worst,the pendatang haram,being pendatang themselves,couldn b bother 2behave n take care of themselves...what the heck...UR MOTHER NEVER TEACH U AH? (no,thatz eactly what their mother taught them...)

so in the end,this holiday turned up side down...mum,who r suppose 2relax..bcome more stressful...n dad,knowin that v r not happy with the prescence of the "pendatang haram",but nevertheless,love+felt responsible towards the "pendatang haram"..made him serba salah,n super sensitive when mum n me joked bout the "pendatang haram"..all this eventually affect our relationships...

everythin seemed to widen the gap between dad n me...im very upset with it...n i'm also being kinda passive infront of dad n the "pendatang haram" now...well,i guess "less talking,less mistakes"?

for now,i jz wished that the "pendatang haram" will leave...n somethin..SOMETHIN?SOMEONE? PLEASE enlighten their "Care-taker"...i mean...GET THE HELL OUTTA OUR LIVES,FOR GOD SAKE!

feelin really bad for hurtin daddy...Happy Father's day,daddy.

siamese twins..-.-"

-B.A.N.A.N.A. siamese twins: sammy+danny-

today,mum bought my favorite fruits again..B.A.N.A.N.A rox!yum...

was half way helping mum with our lunch..nothin2do coz was waiting the meat 2get cooked,so i start attackin the bunch of banana when i saw...

"Mummmmiiiiieee!!!c...twins!"

sem break project 2...

-2nd piece:half done...-
-my starting piece: suppose 2b a cat..(-.-")-

-mum's+my(pendatang haram) work place-

sin nen came 2me few dayz ago,asking me 2teach her how 2 stitch..well,it seems like she hv somethin+someone in mind...XD taught her a few basic stuff that i know...chain stitch,blanket stitch,cross stitch..etc. the end result was quite satisfactory...good job gurl~!hopez "he" likes it ya...haha~the stitchin bug somehow influenced her fren,pei ing...so she joined in yesterday..i think she's tryin 2 make somethin for her brother?man...how i wished i hv a brother too...=)

n yup..i finally started my 2nd sem break project 2...sin nen was a catalyst 2it,n my laziness was an inhibitor...muahaha~finally,by increasing the concentration of the catalyst,the process proceed...in a slow rate XD

actually was suppose 2make little belated bday gifts for pei ling (5/5),vyeaw(30/4),hazel(5/5),andy(15/5)..but then,still no inspiration...yet..T_T

in the process of makin a poster,using catz as the theme...coz "catz" played a quite significant role in my life...=) i think if i were 2decrease the concentration of inhibitor,n add some significant amount of activator(hardworking-ness),will b able 2finish it real soon...n plez~can someone gimme some ideaz what2do for the belated bday gifts?XD

sem break project 1...

was wondering how i'll spend my 5 weeks left of holidayz when Mr Gordon stepped in...muahaha~he introduced me 2 this HK series,which he seemed 2b very addicted to...so..yup,my 1st project for this sem break's to finish this series...if i'm not mistaken it's called "The Last Breakthrough"...tho it doesn really seem 2connect with its name in mandarin...hmm..anyone?any idea?
well,basically the drama's about a group of very dedicated doctors (maybe this explains y gordon's like it so much?)and health professionals..who r both talented n caring...goes far beyond what normal doctors will do...well,i'm kinda addicted to the series now..which cause my mum 2 constantly nag on me 4spending hours n hours infront of the notebook,watchin the drama...

"yi jie ar,u gonna spoil ur eyes la..."
"hoiyo,go bathe n sleep d la..very late liao..."
"yi jie ar,dun watch ed la..."

n the list goes on......XD

but dunno y..although i like it very much,i think the drama's a bit 2 idealistic...?maybe up till now,doctors i encountered are still the "very normal" kind...u know,d "hi,whatz ur problem?>>let me c...>>very short explaination>>bye>>medication+payment" kind...

sometimes it just made me wonder...y every year,this time...many ppl will do whatever they can,just to enter medical school...what actually cause this "Craze" 2occur?r they really willing 2 care?love?or izzit plain glamour+money...?i think doing medicine n hoping 2graduate n work as a doctor itsn't only about dedication+glamour...choose 2b a doctor,itsn't so simple...2those frenz who chose 2do medicine...i salute u!n yea,hope u made the correct choice..n graduate 2b a very good doctor...

oops,i bet my pharmacy batchmates gonna curse me 4that d...haha,pharmacy not bad also la...like what a few of my medical frenz said "pharmacy tougher than medicine ar..."haha...anyway,pharmacy or medical,i think both r interconnected...n well,v r a happy family together...like my "vista gang"...mixture of medical n pharmacy mar...muahaha~wern+yen..*winkz*

hmm...seemed like the HK series n d newspaper r making me think 2much...XD
lunch time...signing off....>_<

sUrfin...bRowsin...

yup,m bk at my good old hometown....
yup again,i online-ing...
muahaha...finally done somethin 2the internet connection here...n whoa-lah,here i m...bloggin~
oh ya,thanx wei meng for teachin me 2do the dial up thing ya...my IT skills really sux..XD

yet 2get my own notebook tho...using mum's compaq..kinda love it since it's new...n i'm IT blind..haha...

nothin much 2say for now...will b posting up somethin...soon...yet...soon...haha~
so gonna enjoy my holidayz...XD

6 weeks of break~!

after 2weeks of studyin like a dog...3 weeks of hell life...finally~!
sem 3 seemed 2 end fast...one moment,v jz came bk from sem2 sem break...with seniors bz with their sem5...n now...sem3 ended,senior's gone...
had lunch in food ave today,imu seemed 2b awfully quiet...yea,imu's gonna b quiet for a while...
missed this sem's class trip 2redang...muahaha~went shopping with wern n bao...bought fren's present...hope they like it very much...=) for those who r in KK now...hope u guyz r able 2get ur asses up mount kinabalu..XD

p105 ppl will b holiday-ing for the nex 6weeks...
p106 juniors will b bz preparing for their finals...
b105 pseudo-juniors will b havin their study breaks-finals-sem break...

p104 will no longer b in imu...will b leavin for scotland strathclyde......

yea,imu will b quiet for awhile....nvm~pharmacy ah bengz will b back!!muahaha....

i'll b bk...after 6weeks....stupid electrician didn connect my internet line properly during renovation...wont b online-ing bk in good ole lovely.....SITIAWAN

invisible...

以为自己看开了。。。是时候了吧。。。唉！
从开始到现在，我都是蚂蚁。。。这我很清楚！但很无奈，我依然无法控制我自己。。。明明知道了，但还犯。。。很没用吧？
如果是因为不好的性格。。。我还可以改。。。但是。。。唉！不能成为实力派，也不能成为偶像派。。。这次我彻底的输了。。。
怡洁，是时候放弃了！
他的出现，他的“没看到”。。。我真的受伤了。

07052006..bUkit jAlil StAdiUm is sUre 2eXplOde!

Hotlink promo picture..
dAvid tAo...the gReatest leap 2005

finally...after 2yrs of waiting...DAVID TAO's BACK!!i'm sure that his 2nd upcoming concert's gonna b a BLAST...muahaha~if nothin goes wrong,i'm SURE 2go!i'm broke....but who cares?haha...

seriously hoped that the accident didn cause any big injuries 2 him la...DAVID TAO,SEE YOU IN BUKIT JALIL !

piCtureZ...

with dArRen...
with ball president...-khang hee- not bad lookin eh...
tAble 39...
with big big fella...-hEndriCk-
diplococcus with a coccus wannabe..-vyuen+smiin-

tHe bAll...

and v were suppose 2go home coz our feet was aching like hell...XD
best dressed ppl...with the bestest dressed male...-chee yuan-
with the perfect couple...-chris+chris- sweet~
wedding dinner?-edmond+sui lin-
fishes reunite~!
with senior philip...gonna miss ur ah-beng-ism~!
with su miin...
the bridge between medical n pharmacy...-yenV+wern+gOrdon-

well,IMU ball was held last saturday at JW Marriott KL...overall,the experience was nice...got 2c everyone properly dressed up...wont b writing much here...photoz tell everythin la ya...=)

Staphylococcus aureus...or...E.coli?Neisseria?

Pseudomonas aeruginosa

had our microbiology practical exam this morning...i think a few of my frenz faced some problems in identifying the microorganisms they got...i think even differenciating between Gram -ve n Gram +ve is tough for their case...n talking bout differenciating between coccus n bacillus...hmm~just hope that they get it correct lah...but then,my frenz have different answers?if one is correct,that me the other fren's will b wrong...sob~

according to Mr.Khalid,identification dun carry marks...yea well,i guess marks r not the onli thing that matters...?imagine spending stressful time doing Gram staining n identification tests...n in the end,didn get the correct identity of the microorganisms...!(#&$#^!!! rite?

well, as for me,tho experienced some confusions in Oxidase test+my poor technique in using the microscope...things were quite smooth..thank God!was quite relieved when i saw the Centrimide agar on my bench...i was like..."I know U!Pseudomonas aeruginosa!"
the miroorganism given to me showed resistance onli to 1 antibiotic...so yea,i onli needed 2 measure the zone of inhibition for it...completed my identification quite early..so i repeated the Oxidase test again...n looked at the bacteria under the microscope again...to confirm.yup!

• growth on centrimide agar.
• rods.->bacillus
• stained red.->Gram -ve
• pallisade arrangement. (clever Phuay Fhern reminded me yesterday...Thanx!!) =)
• +ve result for oxidase test.
• clinical case given:respiratory problem

my hypothesis: Pseudomonas aeruginosa

my fingers r still crossed...so hope i get things correct!

my 1st piece from FCUK!

kinda impressed by my bravery...everyone r in the midst of stress+sleepless nites...but me n wern actually went shopping at 1-utama yesterday...got our Ball Dress!!yea...~!wern's was quite a bargain...Rm189-->Rm89?!what the heck..jealous man!hmm...i got mine from FCUK..haha~as for the price..well...auntie said hor...可以喝喜酒的时候穿,贵一点不用紧啦...XD actually this is my 1st time to actually shop for a formal dress lor...since i hv a super-mum who can actually produce nice stuf from a piece of Rm3.00 worth of fabric...but this time,super-mum's sick so...

as to how wern's n my dress look like...i guess i wont b posting the pic here...haha~curious?GO TO IMU BALL!<--quoted from "E=MC2" (evelyn = mong cha cha) XD

somethin worth 2share...=)

was listening to the radio fm98.8 last nite..n i heard somethin that i think it's kinda meaningful..wish 2share with u guyz...=)


恋爱的人会变得容易满足。。。会因为他/她的一些小动作而傻笑了一整个下午，会因简简单单的豆浆油条而开心了一个周末。。。会为了要他/她给自己一个拥抱而扁嘴，会撒娇。。。

这一切一切，是否很熟悉呢？恋爱过+没恋爱过。。。因为这一切一切，也曾在童年的时候有过。。。

恋爱=童真？

但是人也应该象小孩一样，一但在成长的过程中跌倒。。。哭过了，要勇敢的爬起来，继续前进！因为也只有跌过，痛过，哭过的人，才会长大！

sTresS~

Pharmaceutical microbiology...Physical pharmacy...Biopharmacy...Fundamental pharmacology... life is starting to b stressful recently...wif lotsa deadlines n class tests coming up...a gang of us actually stayed in the library last nite till 10pm...muahaha~v actually beat "The Library Permanent Furnitures" for the 1st time! actually v didn really study much la i think...

+/- 5pm: entered library
5.30-6pm: felt hungry..n with the influence of Bpharm juniors, v went to the cafeteria for "tea break"...XD ended up with roti canai+super cold dahl sauce...ewW~
6pm..: start k-ing books in the library...but didn do much...didn last long oso..XD
7pm++: dinner in food ave!
8.30pm: k-ing books in the library again...+chatting...+lepaking...+online-ing...sigh~

10pm: balik rumah....XD

a point to note tho...the Bpharm juniorz seemed to b super bz n super stress with their work...wanna find them?just drop by library anytime...u'll spot a few of them there...sigh~ n v r suppose 2b the seniors...XD

03032006

date: 03-03-2006
time: 18.30pm
location:CAL lab of the library,IMU bukit jalil.

suppose 2reach sitiawan by now if i go bk...sigh~just finished studyin biopharmacy n felt a bit excited...tho i couldn really recall those structures i memorize...nvm,will revise it bk again b4 d test...^^ drug design isn't that bad after all eh...XD

feelin excited,couldn really concentrate on my nex target...Microbio...so decided to lepak in the computer lab again..tho the stench here's kinda bad..ewWw~anyway,was browsing thru my frenz list in friendster without any direction...haha~just discovered tht 2frenz of mine actually r already "in a relationship"..=) my best wishes to u guyz ya...

today's M106 orientation's highlight...haha,wasn expecting Noris to participate in the orientation at 1st...but now,he's actually one of the IMCC!!kudoZ dude...i know u gonna b popular in IMU!XD

kinda tired today...but felt kinda normal..today's P104 seniors' last day of sem5...their study break's gonna start nex wk...followed by their EOS n their sem break...n their flight to Strathclyde...sure gonna miss them all...but i hope i wont b seeing u ppl around in my class during my sem 5 ya!haha...all the best!
*chin yee*joe*yih yang*philip*samuel*pou wee*jenny*zhi yong*
n the other P104 seniors i know...Love u guyz deep deep!till v meet again......

oh ya..n to the fella who's tryin desperately to concentrate on the well-known boring M'sian Law..kampateh oso ya..haha~dun evday say no mood no mood la...nex time need u 2b my lawyer de la...XD

coming weekend's gonna b a busy 1 i guess...but i seriously hope i will b able 2do some serious studyin ler...

-siMpLe-

《爱很简单》 -dAv tAo-

忘了是怎么开始　也许就是对你　有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己　已深深爱上你　真的很简单

爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓　是是非非无法抉择 喔~~
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随　那个疯狂的人是我　喔~~

I LOVE U 无法不爱你 BABY 说你也爱我
I LOVE U 永远不愿意 BABY 失去你

不可能更快乐　只要能在一起　做什么都可以
虽然　世界变个不停　用最真诚的心　让爱变的简单

I LOVE U 一直在这里　BABY　一直在爱你 Oh ya~
I LOVE U　(yes I do)　永远都不放弃　这爱你的权利
如果你还有一些困惑 Oh No 请贴著我的心倾听
听我说著　爱你 (yes I do) 我爱你

tO accept...or nOt to accept?

the doubts in religion has already been with me for quite sometime...my maternal family's christian...n since i grew up there,i attended a methodist kindergarden+church sunday school,i proudly pronounced myself as a "christian".i did what the pastor told me 2 do...->always pray when u face problems,be good to the ppl around u,Lord Jesus Christ cleanses all my sins with His precious blood...as long as i BELIEVE in Him...however,as a kid...i dun really understand what izzit all about,let alone asking questions n havin doubts...i was active in church...until i reached the age of 14.

being a rebelious "only child",i started questioning bout things around me..i was bz with music n ballet classes during the weekends...so i kinda "quit" going 2 church...

now 20,i'm still questioning bout the existance of God...is christianity real?my paternal family's buddhist,my closest frenz r buddhists...the stuff in buddhism r acceptable 2me too...dunno y,i felt more at ease when i'm with my buddhist frenz...maybe the christians i met r the black sheeps among all..?i'm full of questions regarding religions...ppl seemed 2b offended when i ask them bout their religions...both christianity n buddhism i mean...

yup,i'm still in doubt...i goes to church,goes to temple as well...i still consider myself a christian,but i seriously need some answers on this...=) yea,i admit that i'm a problem+curious person...=P

Aida just gave me this website..n i think it's quite meaningful...tho it's kinda long...check it out if u're free...
http://www.gogeneration.com/v5iss1/good-life.htm

是，我的确有鬼。。。

突然喜欢上《理想情人》，让朋友对我有所怀疑。。。昨晚上重复听了好多遍。。。好多画面在脑海里出现。。。

喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真

雯，我的确有鬼。。。但我相信我很快就会回复正常。。。你之前也有很喜欢过这首歌吧？但我知道，你会比我幸福。。。=)

将会想念他的影子吧。。。还有他很傻的笑声。。。祝福你，真的!

Who's your iDeal partNer?

杨丞琳 <<理想情人>>

穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会来临了

金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等
听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等