doing
taekwondo was my dream since very young..but then, due to my very tomboy-ish nature, mum insisted on sending me for more girlie stuffs..-
piano and ballet- i guess partly she wanted me 2 fulfill what she dreamt but couldn do when she was young.. yup, i fully understand n now, i actually thank her for "forcing" me to attending both piano+ballet =) if i were to realise earlier, i guess i would have taken more initiative to actually learn both of the art...PROPERLY.
i used to complain about the ever tired+stressful trainin+piano classes i have to attend..i would try 2 escape practicing my steps+music pieces whenever i couldn,till the extend where mum had to take a cane, sit beside me after dinner everyday so that i would practice my pieces..(sambil crying la sometimes XD) but i guess somehow..the chinese sayin's true..
江山易改，本性难移. well,despite years of ballet+piano classes,yi jie remained...
yi jie. XD
after years of dreaming to do
taekwondo, it was finally fulfiled..here, in imu. where i no longer stays wif mum XP kinda regreted for not insisting mum to send me for taekwondo when i was young coz if i did, i would have already been a very "yao yeng" gal wearing the black belt uniform..like evelyn.or joan. =D anyway, i
INSISTED in joining the taekwondo club during the sem1 recruitment drive. i guess due to the stretchin i endured during ballet classes (+ gimrama XD), the stretchin part in taekwondo trainin was easy..n i
LOVED doing what i
CAN do..haha~kiasu ma..the few classes of taekwondo during form 2 helped me to figure out the basic steps of taekwondo easily as well..
front kick
turning kick
forward+back stance
horse-riding stance
lower+upper block
inner+outer block
even the warming up+the jumping over fren (which peiling hated most)...seemed so familiar to me.
so i guess i kinda fooled most of the taekwondo seniors here in imu =P they tot i was "
gifted" in taekwondo..haha..n they predicted i would actually get a double promo for my white belt grading...<
well, u know when u're dipandang tinggi,u kinda
kembang a bit de la..so when the result was anounced and i didn get a double promo,i was disappointed..VERY disappointed.i continued doing taekwondo tho(wont giv up so easily de la..unlike somebody XD)...but then, the flame kinda cool down a bit...not that enthusiastic anymore..especially after i realised that i wont get my black belt by the time i leave imu...not even if i train hard...
white>>
yellow 1,2>>
green1,2>>
blue1,2...
27/2 will be my
blue2 grading...sir kinda revised our grading syllabus during yesterday's training..i was scolded by him...for not remembering my poomsae,and my too-low-kicks?!was actually quite proud of my high kicks...for the 1st time..i kena bcoz of
TOO LOW kicks?!!was angry of myself..very disappointed of myself as well...for not being good enuf in taekwondo..where's the enthusiasm i showed b4 this?!i mean, it was my
DREAM..n when now i actually have a chance to fulfill my dream...i DONT appreciate it!i was supposed to try my best n what did i do for the past yrs during training?!!complainin bout the tiring trainin,not practising when sir's not looking...even sor eng said my kicks were not as powerful as b4 anymore...heck...what m i thinking?!!
guess papa's comment was true ("
u do things evtime oso hangat2 tahi ayam de")...ARGH~~STUPID!m so good in finding excuse for not excelling in things now...
"why ur stamina dropped ah?why ur kicks all not good ah?why u forgot ur poomsae ah?"aiya,no time ma...stress lah..lotsa assignments..tests coming oso lah...."why ur test results suck ah?"aiya,dunno leh...not enuf time to study la..the stupid lecturer la..dunno set what kinda confusing questions..ya rite.
