hapPie bUrfday~*

31031986 - one of my bestie's bday....ah nen,happie burfday ar!! (btw,da cake in the photo was my 20th bday cake XD)
31031985 - also one of my bestie...but he's from ucsi...evan,happie 22nd bday ar!!....yaya,u will get ur very own kid soon...dun go around stalkin+taking photos of kids XD

have been awhile since i c both of u dy lar...shesh...miss u guyz lotz wey....many happy moments this yr okay...God bless both of u muacks~*

passed by sg buloh when i was on my way back from stw-kul when i saw this oh-so-very unique name of a restaurant...


er....Try To Eat?

er...okay,i know ur food is quite bad...judgin from the amount of ppl inside...but i'll Try To Eat lar...-____-"

oh erm....i've changed my mind..erm...maybe some other time lah....

EOS5 pOst mOrtem

tOugh...but finally it ended today...my "last day in imu (hopefully...)"

tot it was going to b easier this time,coz had been consistently going 2the library 2 study n lepak since the 1st day of sem5. so...was takin my own sweet time preparing for it at the start of my 2weeks study break...kononnya studyin sambil online-ing lar...

started with drug&disease3...

my progress was slow....very slow...basically like what voon yuen said..."1 day 1 chapter"...but her 1 day 1 chapter was memorizing,mine was jz "lookin over it"....n i was hoping that i could finish studyin 4 subjects in the short 2 weeks...

but i realised later that studyin the 4subjects this semester was like studyin 4 pharmacology for sem3, harder...i panicked n started rushing over all the stuffs,sleep at 4 almost throughout the whole last week of study break...going bk home made things worst as home is jz so comfy for me 2sleep in...

2weeks of study break ended n war was declared...

the war started wif biopharmacy4,which was supposed 2b the less tougher paper...but disaster struck...the paper was God dammit tough la...i seriously wonder if the so-called spanish lecturer is an undercover sent by uni of Strathclyde...coz our seniors did very well for their biopharmacy4 last yr...suddenly,i missed Prof Soh very much...XD

everyone's face was pale...n all of us tried comforting each other wif "nvm lar...gambatte for dd2..."but i guess still...the level of stress+panicky situation started rising again...non-linearly!the level was far above Km!!XD

the nite b4 drug&disease2 was like hell...(altho i dunno how hell feels like),but it was the worst time of my life...

seemed 2have forgotten everythin i've studied,even the very basic stuffs...mind went blank...mentally,i was already quite tired due to the lack of sleep...but still,the study continues...cudn sleep..n when i finally could rest,i was awaken...simply sprung up from the bed..yes,i mean sprung up...n couldn sleep anymore..it was merely a 30min-1hr sleep. n the air-cond suddenly felt so cold...i was shivering...n the air cond was already set at 27C!but i was sweating?!!

woke up abt 6smth in the mornin2revise...decided to giv up in tryin2 concentrate on a few topics...or should i say....2 topics?

schizophrenia...
or
epilepsy.
total topic - 8
choice of essay - 4...choose 1

i was quite lucky tho...schizophrenia came out.n the objective questions weren't that bad either...suddenly,i felt that Prof yeoh is actually quite erm....cute as well XD

2nites of lack of sleep...n my tiredness accumulates.but somehow,the adrenaline in my blood kept me awake for drug&disease3...
i realised that drug&disease3 is actually a LOT MORE TOUGHER than drug&disease2...i sorta neglected dd3 during study break...n it took revenge on me...a very BIG revenge.

panicked...
nervous breakdown
schizophrenic
depression

spent the whole 6hrs afternoon studyin ONLY GI disorder n by the end of the day,decided to giv up most of the topics n focus on peptic ulceration, psoriasis, TB, bronchitis...but somehow, drug&disease3 was far too heavy for me...

psoriasis came out...but i couldn even crap it properly..> <" n contrary wif dd2,our dd3 lecturers decided to give us a much harder time by setting difficult objective questions...

i was already exhausted. body switched into power saving mode...the ATPs left in my body were oni enuf 2keep my heart pumping...

i was barely conscious.

finally...had a 2hrs nap after dd3 exam...
studied for merely a few serious hours for pharmacy practice2...and had the best 5hrs sleep in the whole 3weeks...
regretted for not sleeping more tho...coz by the time i sat for pp2,my brain's thinkin+interpretation function was barely there...yea,sorta simply shoot la in the end for the 69MCQs...n for the last hr of pp2 paper, i was half asleep...while drawing cartoons on my question papers 2keep me awake XD

11.30am...29/03/2007 marked the end of our EOS5...
"ok,time's up...stop writing." david chong's voice sounded so sweet...haha~

n for now...plenty of piggin+lepak-ing for me...n fingers crossed until 16/04/07 n pray hard that i'll glide through EOS5 with oni minor bruises. pass!pass!pass!pass!pass!!

p/s: thanks alot for the wishes+prayers+smses ppl...=) sze liang,gordon,yenV,glen,hendrick,joan (and cell members^^)sook peng, chi fei,andy,zi kang...thanks for the support,the help, the words of encouragements,the late night smses+msn to keep me awake...n batchmates for stressing+helping me...u know who u r...LOVE u guyz lots...muacks~*hopefully i wont disappoint u!hopefully u wont b seeing me in imu after june 2007!whee~~

taekwondo demo...> <"

it was the 1st IMU martial art's week starting last monday...president?dear miss joan...(stressed!!)

monday-opening....wah,joan gan super "yeng" wei...but the most entertaining one was no doubt...the ninjitsu fella XD (for those who knows,curi curi laf okay liao lar...haha~)

tuesday-demo from taekwondo, aikido and taichi...didn really pay attention other performances coz was bz preparing for our own demo....i guess this was the messiest demo for us in all our demos in the past lo....shesh~i kinda messed up my part lar...

things i supposed 2do, i didn do...
things which im not supposed 2do,i did...argh~~

i supposed 2 do my kicks+steps neatly
i supposed 2 HIT kaimeng and karweng ON the vest
i supposed 2break my plank using the correct technique

what i did?
my kicks were messy...super messy
i DID not hit kaimeng and karweng ON the vest...basically,my kicks were all over the place
i broke my plank wf the wrong technique...which was quite painful...ouch~
and the biggest embarrasement?i fell FLAT on my face after my last kick...WTH~

but luckily,others did well lar for their part...the finale was GOOD....
shesh...tat goes my LAST taekwondo demo in imu...(- -")

-IMU Taekwondo noobs XD-
*minus kai meng's bro =P

gathering...^^

- besties...still as dear =)

date:090307

as what albert said,suddenly hc "angin sampai"...so she started gathering n asking around whether to have a small gathering on friday...altho not many ppl turned up,it was nevertheless a very successful 1...=)

nic came to pick both sook peng n me up in imu at 7.30pm and after being trapped in traffic jams,5 of us finally reached the place-Summer steamboat at sunway...

there were 13 of us,consisting of (part of the) "the gang",my long-lost bro hui jieh, sook peng, ting ting and ning ning....

the food was okay,but the chatting session was non-stop...like hc said:"i c u all talk,so i eat lor..after i finish liao,u all still talking...." XD i guess a few of them really did eat alot...haha...managed 2catch up wif a few of them who i never meet since...when?since graduation in 2002 i think!

after everythin...v celebrated albert and hui jieh's bday wif 2 very kawaii cake!it was a surprise...yup,corteousy of our very dear hc...again XD

sing k session after meal...it was actually my 1st time singing wif them!erm...other than so *burps* here n there,the session was nice...n i'll surely remember the joke shared among "the gang"...haha,i really laughed to tears wey....i guess despite some changes, "the gang" remained "the gang"...always know how 2 happi-fied ourselves in times of crisis XD hmm....should b my last gathering wif them b4 leavin for scotland ba...

had a great time n the session ended about 4smth in the mornin...

nic fetched us back vista and slept at 5smth...> <"

hOw are yOu?^^

my hp had gona crazy recently...no ringing/vibration when an sms is received...might b due to da 2600++ smses that i insist on keeping n not deleting it...

was going through all da smses,deleting those "not so important" ones...XD memories were refreshed...i suddenly i realised how i really MISSED some of my frenz...VERY MUCH.

kinda random la,but going through those smses reminded me of someone..who once asked for my opinion whether or not to leave and continue elsewhere..
he entered ucsi after completing his secondary...some ppl said that he came bcoz of a gurl,but he denied it and said it was his own choice when i confronted him bout it.well,the r/ship between him n da gal's kinda sad case lar...to cut da story short,it was sorta like he was after the gal since secondary...both of them actually had the same feelings for each other,but somehow immaturity and not being confident "inhibited" the growth of their r/ship...

the valentine that yr was a sad one...despite being rejected for countless times,he asked her the same question again,hoping that this time she'll accept...but it didn work out.outta frustration(thatz y i say,immature ma...XD) he told the gal he's giving up...he's no longer in "the run" anymore...

was it a coincidence or not...he got an offer from a government college that time.he phoned up the gal n asked her whether should/should he not accept the offer,with a small hope that the gurl will say NO...but it didn turn out so...it was the 1st time that the college actually opened its admission to everyone,no one knows for sure what will the future b like..it was like a bet,a priceless bet...

but i guessed he made a correct choice for leavin ucsi and accepted the offer...when all of his fellow frenz didn get their course of choice in d public uni(despite good results),he got a so-called very good course(altho it's not his 1st choice)...hw is he doin now?well,the last time he contacted me,he was doin more than good lar...attached wif gf somemore...he was a great fella,i guess the gal who rejected him made a wrong choice instead eh?XD

enuf said...hehe...

oh...n smses reminded me of other ppl as well...

sze liang papa-howz NZ lar...?msn sessions getting "colder" liao..ish...but i guess it's normal o,since v no longer live in d same environment,share the same frenz around lo...will keep da memories v shared together...=)

yenV-hey howz seremban lar...HOT eh?ish..muz thank u lor..bcoz u left tkd,i get a once in a lifetime chance 2 whack eve's balak lor..muahaha...he lost to me somemore wor...will remember da countless trips u fetched us around la...n da food u sent to me when i wasn well...hehe,v still havent sparr in tkd b4 o...XD

5Sd-ians -damn,miss u guyz alot okay...which dumb fella's idea was that 2cancel the cny gathering lah...ish...anyway,i tot da time v had when v were together in NH was the bestest moments...despite politics/kiasuism/exam stress...environmental factors caused us to changed, n the frenship between us changed as well...but the memories v once had remains...=) 4inlove..remember?add with the f4?haha...

ish..y m i suddenly so.....> <"

leaving imu soon for strathclyde lu...(fingers crossed)...suddenly feel so heavy to leave everythin+everyone behind...even if it's oni for a yr...

chi fei punya kerja...hehe~

after so long of "ok,will go over 2c ur connection soon...",finally chi fei drop by my place n....my connection in vista's back!wheee~~~~

according to him,the problem was very minor...oh well....an IT noob i am...

so 5am now...n im still msn-ing...ciaksaihu's the oni living soul left on my msn list...XD

lalala~chi fei,i owe u a meal ya!haha...

new frenz =)

after being persuaded (sort of lar...) by joan+chris,i joined them for the cell group...met more new frenz there...sorry la ppl,cant remember ur names..=P ohya,finally met philip^^haha...luckily that fella remembered me...or not i really malu la...hmm~he was da cell leader(fuiyo,thatz y i say...sitiawan produce good leaders XD) anyway,i was a bit uneasy during the whole cell thing tho...i realised how shallow my bible knowledge actually is...n how i dun really know well bout the God i claimed to love so much...sigh~so i guess that was da main reason i was quiet throughout da whole gathering...
the reason i live is _____.
that was the question philip thrown to everyone of us there,n v r supposed to fill up the blank.i was like...whoa,what kinda question was tht?!nvr really tot of it..it jz sound so serious...so...BIG+far...everyone was kinda quiet at 1st,so philip decided to go around so that everyone could answer...everyone's answer were well...kinda similar.
is for God.
to wht extend that their answer is true i dunno but for me,i guess that answer is kinda erm...heavy?somehow,i dunno what "living for God" really means...
n it was troy's turn...what he said was somehow similar to what i was thinkin now..."the reason i live is for God,but up till now,i still dunno..."
true.
what was my answer?hehe...well,i was like "erm..hehe...dunno..." *paiseh face+stick out tongue*
The reason for u to live is...?
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oh ya,i had a fall last friday...= ="
well,it happened like this la..jz finished the very dreadful pp2 class test ma,so was on my way up the non-moving IMU escalator...sambil happily kutuk-ing wern lar...my sentence was oni half way out my mouth when i missed my step....
my TIBIA landed ON da escalator....wth...i tell u,da pain was beyond words to describe la wey...for those who fall often (like me),u know how painful it is when ur shin kena rite...
the wound wasn really big tho...some lacerations....
3 stripes. Adidas?
kiryu+troy: "ei,what happened to ur leg?"
me:"i fell."
kiryu+troy:"wah...u fell into a adidas shoe izzit? so nice 3 stripes one?"
me: (- -)
kiryu:"hahahahahahaha~~~~~~~~~~*finally realises it wasn funny,covers mouth*opps.."

*healing....Adidas stripes...(= =")*