surprised.

luyi's 29/2 surprise reminded me about this wee surprise i got few weeks back as well...but ofcourse lah,ppl's surprise and mine different lah...mine is just so that i can "stay strong and don't give up"...i dunno about ppl wan lah..

the rumours about the result for our pp3 resit exam were high...we were devastated.yes,not even one from the WHOLE gang of us got a 'pass' for that bloody exam...again.

for this sweet anonymous,thanks alot of the choc...but surprises will only work on me when i get to know the truth in the end...and no,until i know who gave me this,it shall continue to sit quietly on my table.as for the pp3 resit results...i choose to continue to be an ostrich, i.e. I choose not to ask and not to find out whether the rumour's true...till then,i'm still praying for a miracle to happen.

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Speedtest

ok i know i shouldn't be doing this when i can spend that very minute (and another 2minutes used for bloggin) to read through journals...oh well...

nerve compression...sien sial. ><"

"dear God,why did You create 'distance'?"

just when i thought i've found life,just when i thought i've found new friends...just when i realised i am about to leave and move on again.

I was half way rushing to complete my research results.

the deadline's tomorrow.

I couldn't find my soft copy of my microscopic data.

I need to submit my photocopied visa to my boss at work.

HE tell me to stop doing my report and go submit my visa.

the Glasgow rain+gust.

HE tell me to stop doing my report and go submit my visa.

i went.

damn i was down.and worried.and wonder what will happen if I really couldn't find my research data.

him:hiya EJ!good to see you..*a smile that melts my heart STAT*
me: hi dav..*went on to tell him that i was there to submit the photocopied visa*

him:aye,u can leave it to me.oh and the problem regarding your pay's all sorted out ya' know..*THAT smile again...*melts even faster...
me:*went on to the usual "oh really,geez thanks blablabla*

him:*looks at the photocopied visa*!@%^%$^%^(scot-glish which i couldn't understand)..EJ actually look pretty and quite cheeky in these photos aye?*laughs*
me:*terus melt 101%...*

couldn't help but smile all the way back...ah...nevermind the results.

HE really knows how to brighten up my days! =D

ohyea,did i mention that i manage to sneak into the computer lab(there was classes going on) and found the data i wanted?

~sweeeet~

omigosh omigosh omigosh...he actually remembers meeeeee!!!

him:hi, im *not going to tell u who*
me:hi, im EJ(coz pronouncing "yi jie" is too complicated from angmohs)

him:oh yea,i remember u.u were sitting right at the back.
me:*trying to control my excitement while faking*oh really?

*grins ear to ear*

omigosh omigosh...excited can?!

hm...just to give you the level of his good looking-ness...let just say...
he beats the "3As" handsdown.no doubt.

ahh....*faints*

fish says:
sm koko ajak mkn kebab..

cYber_fiSh®-www.cyber-fish.blogspot.com says:
no thanks for me..more than enuf meat for me recently

fish writes:

XDXD

just incase u're wonderin...fish is the tiger,while cyber-fish is the cow...and sm koko is the mouse.

stress stress stress*background:fish singin the onion song* XDXDXD

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Happie 3rd Anniversary,peeps. =)

and

Happie Valentine's..mwah~*

I might not be blessed with a pass..
but I'm blessed to have a bunch of peeps like u...

thanks for all the effort gals...i thank God for you, you and you.

but lets continue to pray for a miracle...lets have it His way.

Happie Chinese New Year,peeps.

1st time not celebrating chinese new year at home!ahh~good ole Sitiawan...

i actually made an effort to look for these programmes in Youtube!the more traditional the better!and i replayed and watched the whole thing over n over again!

homesick aside,how many of us will actually watch those chinese new year programmes shown on RTM2 every year?not me...

now i learnt to not take things for granted...

hApPiE cHiNeSe nEw yeAr everyone! =)

I can't possibly handle another failure.
not now...

Lord,I need a miracle.

Why do i have teeth that's so special?WHY?WHY?WHY?

my set of teeth are well taken care of since the day i was born(even when i'm toothless!) and now my toothache is driving me nutz!

just because of the darn special teeth i have.DAMN THANG!

The thought of spending prolly three hundred pounds to get a hole drilled into my perfectly fine tooth and kill it pissed me off.real bad.

ARGHHHHHH~!!!!!fcuk.

i thought i've done my job pretty well...
but guess i'm wrong.
in fact,i'm way far from what i thought i've achieved.
i'm running out of idea what i should do to achieve anymore...by just being myself?
ya rite.it just sound oh-so-utopian.

guess the fear of being disappointed is still lurking...somewhere.

am i still expecting too much?or am i really still not good enough...to be called as a qualified pal?

cultural shock

yes yes,after reading suechoo's blog regarding this matter,i thought i should blog about it too...since there may be a few of you peeps there who read my blog but not hers XD harharhar...

for those people(prolly only my mum back in msia) who still keep contact with me either through msn/skype know,i am currently in a busy and totally stressed out mode. since the beginning of january,i had been busy with

-15days of 9-5pm research lab
-pP3 resit
-research project method draft
-biopharm5 class test preparations
-3 pharmaceutical care portfolios and reports (2000words each)
-cpP evidence-based medicine report
-pharmaceutical care case presentation preparations

ohwell...this is part and parcel of being a FINAL YEAR UNDERGRAD u might say...

yea,prolly thatz how we are brought up since our 1st day of education.

heavy workloads?too many exams&assignments?
i guess sleeping an average of 4hrs/day for a week+caffeine overdose will do...
the bottom line is,we somehow gonna COMPLETE the whole damn thing.no questions asked.no fuss.mou dak keng!you know how we are also taught since young to respect ppl who are older than u,respect the cikgu(even if the suck).....nilai hormat-menghormati have the most subnilaiS i remember XD long-life SPM Pendidikan Moral.

today...
is my 1st time of actually having students complaining to the cikguS about heavy workloads>cikguS had meetings with students>vote>agree to look into the matter and reduce the workload if possible.

whoa~geng chao!

yea i admit that i actual admire the freedom of voicing out your unsatisfaction and opinions here in angmoh-land.my gosh,imagine if we were to do that back in IMU......prolly gonna get a good-long lecture or somethin... 3big people from pharmaceutical care came to the class and wanted to discuss the matter with us the students.but i guess matters become a wee heated...so the session ended with a vote (who would prefer to have a lighter workload?DUH!) and the lecturers agreed to give us a feedback next week.i think the session left the msian students dumbstruck.cultural shock kot...

sure gonna have to belanja the home students lor if the lecturers really decide to reduce our essays from 3 to 2...one thing tho,freedom of speech aside...i still think there's a need to have the basic respect when talking to the elderly/cikguS...even if u're extremely unsatisfied...