是，我的确有鬼。。。

突然喜欢上《理想情人》，让朋友对我有所怀疑。。。昨晚上重复听了好多遍。。。好多画面在脑海里出现。。。

喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真

雯，我的确有鬼。。。但我相信我很快就会回复正常。。。你之前也有很喜欢过这首歌吧？但我知道，你会比我幸福。。。=)

将会想念他的影子吧。。。还有他很傻的笑声。。。祝福你，真的!

Who's your iDeal partNer?

杨丞琳 <<理想情人>>

穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会来临了

金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等
听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等

continue...

-Oshkar WORST actor-
winner: some malay fella..dunno what name

reason:
was darn tired after the whole week of orientation..i was still in bed when i heard door bell..i thought it was lu yi..so i drag myself up to answer the door..it was this malay guy...below r a summary of our conversation...

him: (broken english) hi miss,is u the tenant of this house?
me: (blur) huh?what?er...no,the tenant's not in...

him:oh..nvm,i m doing a survey miss..can miss help me?
me: yea..sure...(reluctantly)

him:miss,kita akan buka satu hypermarket miss...setuju tak?
me:yea..setuju..

(and the Q+A sessions continued for almost 5 minutes...)

him: !$^%*(*^ (he mumbled somethin bout fillin up forms...)
me: okay...sure..(i dont really trust him,so i gave him fake info..)

suddenly...

him: (shouting) WAH MISS!u sure ini betul ar?(pointing to my IC number) wah mis...miss nasib baik lah miss...miss baru aje dapat sebuah kereta miss...wah miss...bla~bla~
me:(damn pissed off by now but decided to join in) OH YA AR?wah....really ar?but i'm not interested wor...haha~bye!

him:hey miss..serious ar miss....bla~

(i went in to the house n closed the door...back to sleep)
-the end-

"and the award for worst actor+actress this yr goes to...

-Oshkar year 2006 WORST actress-
winner: the b*tch among the juniors...

reasons:
1. day 3-cross dressing day..this b*tch didn dress along with her other group members..rather,she choose 2 dress normally n sat together with the other seniors...reason? "I'm not feelin well leh..."

2. day 4-detective games..this b*tch was aching + having allergies almost every single part of her body...she nearly scared everyone to death at my game station...well,the story goes like this...her group didn reach the threshold v set,so everyone had to be punished.she didn mention anythin bout allergies n stuff..n she joined everyone for punishment...when suddenly..."MY EYE!MY EYE! (started crying...waah~~) i just had eye surgery...bla~bla~(her "innocent" OO and other b*tches started shoutin n scolding)..v didn know,so everyone got panicked n start rising her eyes with our very own DRINKING water...damn!should hv rinse her eye with concentrated HCl!

3. day5-telematch+tunnel...this b*tch didn join in for telematch this time..reason?EYE OPERATION lor...wat else?fine...all the seniors actually plan to sabo this b*tch during the highlight of the nite when suddenly...this b*tch started suffocating n fainted!reason?allergic to flour wor...everyone knew she was faking but still...v had no choice but to accompany her la..sent her to HUKM...the best part was..she actually remembered to remind us to give back "Joe's shirt" when she was suffocated to near death...?!walau..as a junior,who on earth will as a grand-senior for help?!suffocation didn kill this b*tch's bitchiness...as long as u r male,she'll grab u...i wonder if she'll grab a male dog...since they r of same species...(man..i think even a b*tch is not as bitchy as her la...) okay..fine...off to HUKM...when our 1st aiders thought they finally will hv a peace of mind...this b*tch is back! n guess what...."i'm okay!(bitchily)" f*ck!what kinda creature is this...!

4. day6-dinner...finally,this b*tch can rest,no need to act...coz no dirty work involved today mar..no drama,still got bitchiness leh...long story lah...one word tells everything..."BITCH!"

-untitled-

it's tough...yea...PMS+fatigue makes everything tougher...but then,the thoughts of frenz around made me feel better...as i'm far better compare 2 all of them..yea,everyone's havin a tough time recently...

he's leaving.
this issue is already enuf 2 put a toll on me...i'm trying 2let go...i really tried,n still trying...but then,ppl around me just keep on bugging me on the issue of him going after gurl A,gurl B..etc..etc~the main reason for me being upset is bcoz i know v wont stand a chance in starting a relationship...n i guess he is good enuf for any gurl he wants...as i hv told them,he hav the ABILITY and QUALITY...just lack of some INTENTION and CONFIDENCE..i dun blame my frenz coz they dunno my feelings towards him...yea,nobody knows.my fault.God...i CAN'T possibly let him/them know!

seriously,i dunno what i'm trying 2 do now..i know there wont b any future between us..so naturally,i just gotta let go...i HAVE TO let go...its a way of self-defence...rite?if u know u cant win the game...surrender! i can't...i just cant...

not seeing him around will only not make me forget him...but will only make me miss him more...(yes,this sounds gross..) doesn sound like hu yi jie rite?yea...i can't blieve it myself 2...if it's already like this now,what will happen when he leave later?wont b seeing him around...wont b seeing him...for at least 2yrs!will this help in solving my problem then...?i guess i sure gonna miss his laughter eh?

i LIKE him...n yes,i need sometime 2 digest my feelings...hope i'll b able 2 get rid of it when i sh*t,if not tomoro morning...soon...XD

p1/06 Orientation?

yup...had been bz with the junior's orientation since monday...or was it the p105 orientation instead?haha...the seniors seemed 2b enjoying more than the juniors...everyone of us were like ss-ing...anyway,it was quite fun...everyone's devilish side kinda emerge la...XD

however,a few of the seniors (including me) encountered some of the black sheeps who r rude...cant they pay some respect 2 their seniors?despite these minorities,most of the juniors r fun..i guess they just need time 2 warm up a bit?cheer ppl...cheer!2 a few guyz who r sporting enuf 2 dress in female outfit n behaved like a b*tch...kudoZ!

today's the 4th day of orientation....2 more dayz 2go...kampade juniors n seniors!

P1/06 Orientation
Basic Training
Only the Strongest survived \(^^)/

case studies of a PROFESSOR...<-sao pei la~~

gotta wake up at 8am today bcoz of pharmacology class...n guess what?the class ended at 10pm instead of 12pm...damn~!having insomnia for the 1st time last nite...n man...i feel like shit now

seriously...what kinda professor is that..talking bout Mr.david chong's professionalism...this particular dun even know what is starting+ending on time...mention bout "Dedicated lecturers v hav in pharmacy"...*laughin sacarstically* i think the only most dedicated lecturer here is david chong himself la....XD

well...back 2d professor story....

case 1:
i was under her for the foundation pharmacy-migraine last yr...n everytime i went 2c her for advice on my draft..she'll go.."erm..ok ok...ya..ya..."i doubt she "processed" what i had asked+said 2her...it seemed like she hv ants in her pants everytime...(-.-")

case 2:
oh ya...foundation pharmacy essay...this particular professor...kononnya VERY experienced+dedicated la...dun even know when was d deadline for the essay...she made a hell out of our lives~rush+rush+rush...when everythin was done,she said"oh..i didn know the deadline was nex yr...erm..u guyz take ur time 2do la har...."

case3:
n foundation pharmacy essay again...this PARTICULAR professor..made a fuss on somethin called "vancouver convention"...v went up n down searchin for this particular thing...v got lotsa different info(from the net,from mr.david,from seniors...) v went 2her 2confirm our findings n the only thing she said was "go n find out urself..." HECK~! when i finally made up my mind n decided to follow the guides given by mr.david......Joe(senior) : 哪里是这样的？哪里有这样简单？你做错了啦！！！<-it was during the nite b4 the deadline....T.T

case 4:
Fundamental Pharmacology Wet Lab 1
GROUP B1-B2 :YPN

Argh~~~!!!i was like....-DOOMED-
i went in 2d lab...well,everyone was nervous coz if anythin went wrong,v wont b able 2go home in time..bad luck = +/- 6pm...worst luck = +/- 7pm...as for my group...our stuff went on pretty well..our dear ileum tissue was cooperative...until this PARTICULAR professor came 2us...she doesn seemed 2 know her stuff well but she insisted in changing stuff (that were already set properly for us by the lab assistant)...in d end?v had 2 repeat a few steps..but the story didn end here.......

at 5.00pm...

v were almost done with our stuf,so v wanted 2 look out for this particular professor to check on it...n SHE WAS GONE!according 2 my one of my batchmate...she was already gone long time ago...walau-eh~left b4 all of us r done?!需不需要这样准时放工啊，教授？！

case 5:
so..this morning was the analysis of data session...she was rushin n rushin AGAIN..(i guess d ants had got their way up into her pants again...?) 9pm-12pm...this was suppose 2b the slot for us...n this PARTICULAR PROFESSOR said somethin like this...AGAIN!-->"eh..u all continue 2do lah ok?discuss among ur members YA...i hav an appointment with someone..." our work was delayed bcoz of her ignorance...again!
the session ended around 10am...n she left long b4 this...

case studies to be continued...

noisy pharm guyZ in CAL Lab?think again...

this had been quite a big issue in IMU not long ago...thanx 2 some medical nerd who thinks he dad owned the the school....but then,i think this fella ought 2 stay in the cal lab more often b4 giving such comments...
recently,i had been in the cal lab often 2 prepare my microbiology slides n surf d net...n guess what?the cal lab was darned noisy...yup,this includes the cal lab IN THE LIBRARY...n NOPE,their tag is not green...(if its not green,then?)
i'm in the cal lab now...n the same gang of ppl is makin lotsa noise again...man...that gurl is such a b*tch...

lost~

seriously need some directions now...yes,NOW!!
i had thought being courageous is one of the clue in relationship 2 yrs ago..but i guess my courage in dealing with it diminished when things ended "pre-maturely"...

the loss in courage didn bother me...until now...-today-

i thought it wont bother me...i thought i just need 2 avoid n everythin'll b fine...
*kinda hard 2type stuf when i'm tryin not 2make things obvious XD*

met him today,didn hv any conversation...but then..i couldn concentrate after that...not at all.
stuff about him just played in my mind non-stop,it made me upset...i felt like screamin in the lecture hall!

actually both of us weren't close...v dun really talked,no seriously talking la i mean...the things v shared is jokes,jokes...n jokes...but somehow......argh~whtz so special bout him anyway?i had been asking myself many times...but the answer is still unknown.

mum advised me not 2 think 2much...in short,forget bout him.yeah...being courageous is a no no...bad experience XD
despite mum's advice,i juz couldn help but continue 2 think...n continue 2 admire...n love...perhaps?nah..."like" is a better word

perhaps if i'm good lookin or i'm fragile....or suffer from constant migraine XD...or suffer from bad menses pain....stuff wont be like this?XD

i sound so pathetic lah wey....XD

anyway,if u happened 2b readin this until this far...just forget whatever i crapped okay...n DON'T ask question...no,i wont tell u who's HE

jUnioR-preSent! sEnior-AbsEnt?!!

P1/06's in!! i guess imu dun really encourage students to celebrate Valentine's...this yr's installation of new intake is again...Valentine's day....eve.

saw quite a number of new faces in the campus...*innocent*lost*damn formal lookin!* muahaha..makes me think of a yr ago...when i just entered IMU as a junior....now P1/05 is officially upgraded to SENIOR!!ngek~ngek~ngek~

however...didn c a single P1/04 seniors around...i guess v won't be seeing them often in the campus ed...gonna miss them...*devilish*damn selekeh lookin!*ah beng-ism rox!*

Valentine's tomorrow...hmm...

for the P1/06 students..." we survived,can u?"
for the p1/04 seniors..."keep up the ah-beng-ism!"

(-.-")

had been told to check out the imu forum lately...damn farnie...high mentality+intelligence medical students actually r firing at a few of my seniors regarding some tiny miny stuff--> being noisy in the computer lab...really "zha dao!"
i mean...whatz wrong making noise in the computer lab?there's alwayz THE LIBRARY for u to study...well,i guess that fella just couldn help but being nerdy..feeling jealous coz v r havin much more fun compare 2 u medical ppl?muahaha...
i guess this case will worsen the gap n the fire between medical n pharmacy...letz not make things worse just bcoz of some jealous+immature fella...i mean...medical student onli mar?y so "action"?!
-STUDIOUS PEOPLE DIE YOUNG-
quoted from p1/05 multiply page

for the seniors...keep up ur ah beng-lism...我撑你！！

a snap shot with MISS kim jae won...XD

5th of February...whole gang of us went 2conquer yeang wee's house after a sumptous meal at sri petaling...n guess what?v met korean star kim jae won 金在沅 (female version) at the bus stop infront of hotel sri petaling...!!muahaha...有图为证！

大长今驾到！！

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