Monday, January 29, 2007
new DUMC mate^^
- new DUMC mate, joan dearie...^^-
Last yr, God sent an angel to me…who brought me back to Him, back to church. However, I was worried. I know very well that I wont be able to attend DUMC anymore after liang papa left for NZ. being an obedient daughter, i wanted to continue going church (hv promised liang papa tht i'll go),but DUMC is like 20min drive away from bkt jalil…
I prayed. I asked God for guidance n help.
My prayers were answered. God sent another angel into my life. Joan.
Because of her accompanying me, my journey with DUMC is able to continue again! =) yup, I was overjoyed. I dun mind tht I have to take cab/lrt, I dun mind tht I’ll have to get ready earlier…janji can go DUMC ok liao..^^And of course, God has again taught me a lesson…of not judging a book by its cover… (for those who knows, erm…keep it 2 urself ok dy lah..=P)
So last Saturday, i met up with joan infront of imu at 5.30pm (30min earlier than the usual time liang papa used to pick me up). I had quite a surprise when I know that another person was going to join us….Kiryu =) a half Japanese he is…my new fren.
V hopped onto a cab at 5.45pm and reached DUMC at 6.20pm. I was actually praying silently throughout the journey that v would be able to reach DUMC in time n not get lost…haha, I didn really know the way la joan…XD n the cab driver didn take the usual route la…now I really regretted for sleeping+dreaming all the way to church when liang papa fetched me there..=.=
The celebration was as usual, the usual pastor Daniel…but different DUMC mates…used to have liang papa, Gordon, singyee, sze siew and Elaine( kinda missed them when I was in church)..now, Joan and Kiryu…n hoping that a few of my gang might b able to join me for church next time..perhaps? =)
Celebration ended around 8.20pm and v went makan. Haha...different DUMC mates, different makan place as well…no car ma…Kiryu brought us to a nearby mamak (which I’ll DEFINITELY wont get a chance 2go if I’m wif liang papa…=P). the nasi lemak served there was YUMMY! (liang papa, if u’re reading this…I can bring u there if v get to go church together again nx time..^^) ohya, forgot 2mention daniel n forgot-his-name(kiryu’s frens)…2 of them joined us for dinner.
Took a cab back and reached bkt jalil at abt 10pm+. A new experience with my new church-mates…happy+satisfied. =)
“Whatz our priorities and devotion in life?”
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Friday, January 05, 2007
i used to think ppl commiting suicide are a stupid lot,which doesn know jz how precious their lives are..but then,jz today...i felt suicidal.yes,the feeling was very strong...
although today's test only covers 29 pages of my module notes,i had been preparing for it since b4 christmas..when everyone used part of their christmas hols to do their dd report,i actually used up the WHOLE hols for the test..i dunno how many times i've repeatedly studyin the same thing,lookin at the same slides,same notes..countless hours in library...somehow,i felt well prepared for it.mum said she'll be waiting for my good news tonite..that i'll tell her i think i've done well today...
yup,a surprise happened today.a DISASTER.
lack of sleep maybe?had a weird feeling when i read the answers for a big part of the questions (Q22-29)...how possible can be find an answer when all of them seemed correct?most of my classmates were intelligent enuf to search for clues,but somehow..i tot i was the clever one,so i searched for the "MOST APPROPRIATE" answer...in the end,the puzzle was solved.
"SELECT THE INCORRECT RESPONSE."
n the puzzle was solved when the answer sheets were passed up,when i was outside the mph...wth...
i was shocked.i tried to hold back my tears as i joined my frenz up to the LT for lectures...they were discussing bout CD POM. heck!somehow i take CD POM as schedule 3...all the while i was clear that CD POM is actually schedule 2 (i ACTUALLY told this to my fren when he asked me)...
n there goes...well,another 10 questions perhaps?
thinking of the fate of my pp paper,i couldn hold the tears anymore.i broke down...that minute,i feel suicidal.although it's only a test,it was enuf...i know all my stuff,i prepared well...but what happened now?!
the feeling's like being kick HARD at the head by...well...kai meng? K....O...! but i think i'll rather be KO-ed by him...coz at least i know i'll lost even if i fought...
nothin can be done now..desperately need to recover from it now n concentrate on my unfinished pp report,dd thesis report n prepare for the upcoming february tests...
m keepin my fingers crossed for my pp test...
although today's test only covers 29 pages of my module notes,i had been preparing for it since b4 christmas..when everyone used part of their christmas hols to do their dd report,i actually used up the WHOLE hols for the test..i dunno how many times i've repeatedly studyin the same thing,lookin at the same slides,same notes..countless hours in library...somehow,i felt well prepared for it.mum said she'll be waiting for my good news tonite..that i'll tell her i think i've done well today...
yup,a surprise happened today.a DISASTER.
lack of sleep maybe?had a weird feeling when i read the answers for a big part of the questions (Q22-29)...how possible can be find an answer when all of them seemed correct?most of my classmates were intelligent enuf to search for clues,but somehow..i tot i was the clever one,so i searched for the "MOST APPROPRIATE" answer...in the end,the puzzle was solved.
"SELECT THE INCORRECT RESPONSE."
n the puzzle was solved when the answer sheets were passed up,when i was outside the mph...wth...
i was shocked.i tried to hold back my tears as i joined my frenz up to the LT for lectures...they were discussing bout CD POM. heck!somehow i take CD POM as schedule 3...all the while i was clear that CD POM is actually schedule 2 (i ACTUALLY told this to my fren when he asked me)...
n there goes...well,another 10 questions perhaps?
thinking of the fate of my pp paper,i couldn hold the tears anymore.i broke down...that minute,i feel suicidal.although it's only a test,it was enuf...i know all my stuff,i prepared well...but what happened now?!
the feeling's like being kick HARD at the head by...well...kai meng? K....O...! but i think i'll rather be KO-ed by him...coz at least i know i'll lost even if i fought...
nothin can be done now..desperately need to recover from it now n concentrate on my unfinished pp report,dd thesis report n prepare for the upcoming february tests...
m keepin my fingers crossed for my pp test...
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