hApPiE bUrfdAy jOan ^^

August 15th was Joan's burfday...well,v sorta gave her a small surprise celebration 2her after the trainin...hOpe's she'll b happie everyday...*mUacks* jOan rocks XD

-me n joan- p/s: i didn know u r older than me XD
- jOan *stAy cUte,stAy tough!*
-jOan+sOr eNg+pEi liNg
-*hApPie fAmiLy XD* hAn LiaNg+kHang wErn+jOan

me?me not?me?me not?

Oct-13th
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

hmm....what do u think?

无奈。

这件事，这个感觉的存在...令我想了很久，但始终得不到答案...感觉就像历史考试不会做，无论你怎么想，都得不到答案...为了交卷，就乱写一通，交上去的答案...不懂对错。

他与她，算是公认的一对。但，她在与她不在的他...是很极端的两个人。不晓得为什么，看到她在时的他，很不习惯，不知所措...甚至有点看不过眼。觉得他...很可悲。
但也许从开始到先在，都是自己想多了...都是自己一厢情愿？

就是这种感觉，我不明白。

我曾经想过，得不到答案的原因，是因为我在逃避...但possibility应该很低吧...

卷子我交上去了...还没派回来...也许老师根本没改，而答案...始终是个问号。

发泄完，好多了。

p/s:以上故事纯属虚构，如有雷同纯属巧合。XD

last PP lab session..

i guess i simply have to admit that time flies eh...my last pp lab session before the big day nex week...the dreaded dispensing test...

my last pp session was on creams...this time the lab session was fairly easy,compared 2wat v had for the 2nd last session-suppositories..XD
i wonder if i still remember...hmm...

Left: salicylic acid in aqueous cream..i think its for some skin disorder la..forgot d..XD

middle: salicylic acid+ sulphur cream..supposed 2treat acne vulgaris but according to the BNF, it is not longer used.(hmm..then i wonder y r v still making it..)

right: ichthammol with smth smth la...forgot what d...i think it's for treatment of warts...

p/s: spot Mr Khalid's hands in the background..XD

dispensing test...dispensing test...i jz hope that i wont get 0 mark...

nice n neat...thanx FISH!

dear fish was kind enough 2help out in the badge+booklet design job which was suppose2 be done by me...well,n she came out with this cute taekwondo character(some say he looks like ti3n)...thanx lotz fish...i owe u 1~~

difference...not?

ppl said i looked very different with n without specs...well,some say i look better with,some said without...u judge..

p/s: oh ya,these pictures were taken using the cam on my laptop...with my taekwondo uniform as background...=)

L-I-F-E...2

haven't been able to post up these few pictures of my work...partly bcoz i was+am busy with lotsa stuff...partly oso bcoz the internet connection in imu didn allow me2do so..damn,lotsa stuff 2 settle...

left- Aqueous cream: for relief of dry,cracked skin
right- zinc oxide suppositories: for symptomatic relief of haemorrhoids (how?stuff it "as high as possible into ur a*s la..)

dun try 2 mess with me...or not i gonna stuff this into ur a*s...
the product of my previous lab...

left- paraffin ointment: to soothe dry skin..

middle- ichthammol+zinc oxide ointment: to? forgot liao..XD

right- salicylic acid: to? forgot oso..

sEm4 system OVERLOAD

sem 4 system is starting 2 overload again...with
- cVs interpretation eXam on 14/8
- pP dispensing test on 16/8
- pP esSay deadline on 25/8 ..."mEdicine is not a ordinary product of commerce"
- biopharmacy test on somewhere around 13/9
- HP essay deadline on 15/9..."traditional chinese medicine"

oh ya...taekwondo tournament's on 20/8...W-T-F~~

megasales...i'm broke

went shopping with wern,peiling n su miin on monday...well as usual,our destination was mid valley...wasn as crowded as i've anticipated..guess shopping around 11am during weekdayz a good idea eh?no cat fight n all...
topshop n zara n mng started their sales long b4 this so..not much of a cat fight when i went there...but sigh~spotted a jeans shorts i like in mng but...no more size..onli 2 size 14 available...14?!
didn c anythin i like in zara this time...spotted another stripey short pants in topshop...but ARGH~~~hv2 keep my money for another thing i want more so....sigh~
the discounts were really good tho..lotsa cheap stuff 2grab..especially ELLE...but ELLE's not really my brand so...anyway,below r the few stuff i managed 2get which left me broke...

a pair of sandals from Lewre...alwayz wanted a pair of this long time ago...
finally got a surf pants which i look good in...XD
cheapest polo shirt i got...onli RM19.50...muahaha~

oh btw,i wasn the champion okay...wern is still champion....as alwayz..XD

-untitiled-

yea...i bought it...i jz couldn help me..need to get somethin 2make me feel better...but it didn help much..made me feel worst...haha~i'm so guilty~

L-I-F-E

this is my life...as a "Trainee farm-asist"@ pharmacy stewden...=)

-BNF..sure gonna b my favorite book la heck...cost me RM109-

-left: sodium bicarbonate eardrops to remove+soften ear wax
-middle: potassium citrate solution for UTI
-right: ferrous sulphate for anemia treatment of a 10yr old kid
-my 2nd batch of DIY medicine...i hope my "patient" wont die after takin my medicine la..XD
didn get 2take the photos of the 1st batch(powder) coz it was chaos during the 1st lab >_<"

PMS?

PMS has been the excuse for many things happening around recently...again.
when...
one moment,he/she's hyper...n suddenly,the mood changed.

when...
the usually soft spoken+patient person bcome suddenly grumpy n impatient.

when...
a person lose temper very easily...thatz me.

PMS?

guilt overwhelmed me after i lost my temper to mum...i didn y my reaction was so great..after all, v shared everythin,every moments n thinkin back,i think it's really onli a small thing that mum wanted from me...n yet,i accused her for not giving me enuf privacy...yea,i'm a lousy daughter.
i phoned bk home the second day..dad picked it up.he said mum's sick,n he sorta "Advised" me not 2play 2much n do more revision..warning me not 2cry over a spill milk later on..i didn know y it had caused spark n yea...u know what happened next.

PMS?

i phoned bk the 3rd time,last nite.i know i hurt them badly...as they no longer giv me the usual 10min call anymore..i asked them y...i wanted to say i'm sorry, but somehow..the word "sorry" jz could come out..."I wont interfere your privacy anymore,sorry"

the words r still ringing in my head...n it hurts...sorry.

PMS?!damn...God shouldn hv created that.

freaky...

was browsin through my frens' blogs...spotted this which i find it kinda...creepy~
coincidence?or was there really some sign...>_<

Follow the steps at the end, this is pretty creepy!
1) New York City has 11 letters
2)>>Afghanistan has 11 letters.
3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters.
4) bill clinton has 11 letters.
This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:
1) New York is the 11th state.
2) The first plane crashing against the TwinTowers was flight number 11.
3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9+ 2=11
4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11
5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11
6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11.
Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up you own mind:
1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.
2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year. Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.
3) The>>Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004.>> >>>3+1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11.
4) The tragedy of Madrid happened 911>> >>>days after the Twin Towers incident
Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind Now this is where things get totally eerie: The most recognised symbol for the US, after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle. The following verse is taken from the Quran, the Islamic holy book: For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced: for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah and there was peace." That verse is number 9.11 of the Quran. Still uncovinced about all of this..?! Try this and see how you feel afterwards, it made my hair stand on end:
Open Microsoft Word and do the following
1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.
2. Highlight the Q33 NY.
3. Change the font size to 48.
4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS

end pic...nice~

beach vb competition @bkt jalil

part of the vb and meiqi gang bravely signed up for the imu close beach vb competition...haha~it was fun...n ev1 were very tanned after that..poor hau chun looked like roasted pig XD
the group...
-sunshine- gordon,chun peng,kah yee,chin pei <-1st runner up o~
-typhoon-su miin,pei ling, yenV,wen jiun,xinyin
-vegebird-qris,ti3n,weimeng,wern,suz jian

great games...oh ya, peiling's DEAR MENTEE got 1st...muahaha~gonna b a very close match in the nex imu cup vb i think...pharmacy vs sem5...


- gOrdon papa the klf referee...XD
-aCt cute with su miin...i was suppose 2b the supporter..ONLY!
-pei ling with her killer serve..XD
-daisy duck kah yee with me n wen jiun
-you are my sunshine,my only sunshine...la~la~la~

semester 4...>_

finished semester 4's 1st week...n it wasn exactly what i had expected*winks*i "survived" n got used 2it...tho i didn expect it2b so bz...endless burfday celebrations..vyeaw(belated)->Qris->more 2go..XD

sem4 started off with biopharmacy 3...the word "biopharmacy" alwayz mean "easiest subject for a semester"...well...if this is really true,then i think i sure gonna suffer sem4 >_
drug+disease 1 (DD1) was kinda bored...haha~sure la..coz it was Mr benny afendie+prof yeoh(ya~!) as introductions ma...

pharmacy practice (PP1) started off with heavy cal lab sessions...lotsa calculations..impossible 2finish in 3 hrs...T_T extemporaneous dispensing~ i tot dad said pharmacist onli needs 2count panadol pills?!what made things worst was....Mr david's lectures....gAWD~even the brainiest+nerdiest person couldn tahan his "3 word pause"....zzZzz...

health promotion yet 2come...english class(hopes i'm exempted!)...

japan didn win last nite's match...damn~

sem break last project...-Broga Camp-

maybe everyone's bored for the past 5weeks?haha,anyway..ding dong ti3n was kind enuf 2organize a camp for us..(actually it's suppose 2b organized by the infinity miller society-.-") *tHanx lotZ ya ding dong~^^

1st dAy -10/6/2006-
-gathered infront of imu around 9am...22 of us
-drivers: ti3n,kiddo,yuen,Qris and the imu Unser..^^
-participators:Ju-On,NS,Feihing,fish,babi wern,peiling,sjian,smiin,kAhyee,yijie,joanne,wmeng, grace,the couple, jason,shaolin soccer,amelia

-reached Broga(jz realise that it's actually a place at the NS-Selangor border) 1hr++ later n went thru some ice breakers...helped us 2know each other's name tho i find the game kinda lame..XD
-after checkin in,v had our "bento"...everyone was complainin bout the air sirap...2sweet la,food ave la..bla~bla~

-after every1 settled down,v headed towards the basketball court n hv our raft building session,n after that v were suppose 2 hv a rafting competition...haha,my group who started off quite ambitiously in the end...experienced somethin which the other groups had not...XD i nearly drowned when my leg was caught between the strings...*thanx qris+kiddo* n i shall call our raft...Poseidon...XD

-Cookout~!!Qris = chef of the day...^^played some games after that...n around 8.30pm,v put on ,lotsa insect repellant n long pants...for the highlight of the nite...-jungle walk-!!

-" remember ah,dun make noise...dun break anythin coz v r now going to 'other ppl's' place"

-after the "Very exciting yet tiring" walk, most of the guyz headed to the nearest mamak...coz there was a soccer match between ENGLAND n paraguay!! england won 1-0 ^^

-everyone was 2tired for the campfire+bbq so in the end only a few of us participated...haha,jz discovered tht kiddo's actually a great eater..XD v stayed up until 3am++ n sleep....

2nd dAy -11/06/2006
-those (includin me) who stayed up late couldn woke up in time for the followin mornin...v rather missed breakfast so that v hv an extra hour of sleep...XD

-body combat!!wtf...this was the thing that nearly make us whack that ding dong...
"biceps...triceps..."

-high ropes...which made most of us regret for doing all those stEEEEWPIT~ biceps n triceps thingy...the most scary thing i think...but very nice...what an experience~!!

-obstacle courses...which required lotsa team work...n oso actually showed who's the clumsy one(ME!!),who's the geng one...oh ya,v had n extra member during the course...boo-boo..XD by the time everythin's completed,everyone's dying for water...water~~~~~~

-lunch...drinkin air sirap was....HEAVENLY~oh ya,gotta mention the pink coloured chicken v had...XD

-Flying Fox!!!love it...~~

-the tired ppl headed towards the room n layed flat on the floor...zzZZz...~ the hyperactive ones...went canoeing...feihing!!!

-War gAme (by Qris) some ppl didn participate...tired bah...?anyway,v really had a great time in gettin ourselves wet...
"babi wern,lousy defender..XD"
"Ju-On,great runner..."
"su miin+ti3n,great judo move..XD"
"Qris,very gud actress har...=P"

anyway...nobody's taufu survived in the end...haha~

-after cleanin up ourselves..v packed our stuffs n headed to....Kajang Satay~~!!

-after ice breakers-
-tot it was easy...=P -
-up high...20ft i think-
-1st bento...- -cookout...the bananas+fish+sjian-

rebonding...XD

(x) long
(x) short
(x) coloured
(x) curled
(x) spiky

desperately wanted a change of hair style n i didn know what else 2try...so mum suggested rebonding, since ev1's crazy on curls now,getting rebonding will make me..."special" *quoted from mum...*

so here's how i look like few dayz after rebonding..da photo's kinda blur coz couldn seem 2get a decent shot..XD

sem break project 2 (contd..)

~top left-right: sleepin cat,cats playin doctor+patient XD
bottom: 1st day of school...^^

~a small part of the family...(",)~

yup,after spending almost the whole sem break doing this..i finally got my "catz family" poster (almost) done!will still need touch ups tho...n need 2 stitch everythin on another big piece of brown cloth,n try 2get a suitable frame from IKEA soon...haha~m on my way 2 complete another smaller project--> pei ling,hazel,vyeaw,andy,hsheong de burf-day gifts...hopez can get it done on time..XD

oh ya,picked up knitting recently too..still got lotsa room 4 improvement tho..hopefully will b able 2knit myself a scarf for scotland later on?thatz gonna be a HUGE project...

holidayz ending soon..will need 2go bk n regain my study momentum...oh yea,n senior's gonna b off coming wednesday 6/6/06...BESt-est for all of u ppl in scotland ya...managed 2 meet up with ah beng,joe...haha,933 again~2bad didn manage 2catch up with hot babe senior chin yee+yih yang...(wrong timing la wey...XD)

anyway,will gonna meet up again bah nex yr in scotland...as what i've told joe,"wont wanna c any1 of u in our batch ya"

www.colorquiz.com

got to know this site thru a fren'z blog..according 2her,it's unbelievable accurate wor..so i took the test lor...erm...ok la,there r SOME truth in it...was abit disappointed tho,coz doesn sound like yi jie (the one i used 2know la..XD)

share my results here la...gimme some opinion..

Your Existing Situation
Willing and adaptable. Only at peace when closely attached to a person, group, or organization on a which reliance can be placed.


Your Stress Sources
Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which she imposes of herself or by her own choice and decision.


Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels she is receiving less than her share, but that she will have to conform and make the best of her situation.
Feels trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way of gaining relief. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity.


Your Desired Objective
Longs for a tender and sympathetic bond and for a situation of idealized harmony. Has an imperative need for tenderness and affection. Susceptible to anything esthetic.


Your Actual Problem
Seeks to avoid criticism and to prevent restriction of her freedom to act, and to decide for herself by the exercise of great personal charm in her dealings with others.