EOS5 pOst mOrtem

tOugh...but finally it ended today...my "last day in imu (hopefully...)"

tot it was going to b easier this time,coz had been consistently going 2the library 2 study n lepak since the 1st day of sem5. so...was takin my own sweet time preparing for it at the start of my 2weeks study break...kononnya studyin sambil online-ing lar...

started with drug&disease3...

my progress was slow....very slow...basically like what voon yuen said..."1 day 1 chapter"...but her 1 day 1 chapter was memorizing,mine was jz "lookin over it"....n i was hoping that i could finish studyin 4 subjects in the short 2 weeks...

but i realised later that studyin the 4subjects this semester was like studyin 4 pharmacology for sem3, harder...i panicked n started rushing over all the stuffs,sleep at 4 almost throughout the whole last week of study break...going bk home made things worst as home is jz so comfy for me 2sleep in...

2weeks of study break ended n war was declared...

the war started wif biopharmacy4,which was supposed 2b the less tougher paper...but disaster struck...the paper was God dammit tough la...i seriously wonder if the so-called spanish lecturer is an undercover sent by uni of Strathclyde...coz our seniors did very well for their biopharmacy4 last yr...suddenly,i missed Prof Soh very much...XD

everyone's face was pale...n all of us tried comforting each other wif "nvm lar...gambatte for dd2..."but i guess still...the level of stress+panicky situation started rising again...non-linearly!the level was far above Km!!XD

the nite b4 drug&disease2 was like hell...(altho i dunno how hell feels like),but it was the worst time of my life...

seemed 2have forgotten everythin i've studied,even the very basic stuffs...mind went blank...mentally,i was already quite tired due to the lack of sleep...but still,the study continues...cudn sleep..n when i finally could rest,i was awaken...simply sprung up from the bed..yes,i mean sprung up...n couldn sleep anymore..it was merely a 30min-1hr sleep. n the air-cond suddenly felt so cold...i was shivering...n the air cond was already set at 27C!but i was sweating?!!

woke up abt 6smth in the mornin2revise...decided to giv up in tryin2 concentrate on a few topics...or should i say....2 topics?

schizophrenia...
or
epilepsy.
total topic - 8
choice of essay - 4...choose 1

i was quite lucky tho...schizophrenia came out.n the objective questions weren't that bad either...suddenly,i felt that Prof yeoh is actually quite erm....cute as well XD

2nites of lack of sleep...n my tiredness accumulates.but somehow,the adrenaline in my blood kept me awake for drug&disease3...
i realised that drug&disease3 is actually a LOT MORE TOUGHER than drug&disease2...i sorta neglected dd3 during study break...n it took revenge on me...a very BIG revenge.

panicked...
nervous breakdown
schizophrenic
depression

spent the whole 6hrs afternoon studyin ONLY GI disorder n by the end of the day,decided to giv up most of the topics n focus on peptic ulceration, psoriasis, TB, bronchitis...but somehow, drug&disease3 was far too heavy for me...

psoriasis came out...but i couldn even crap it properly..> <" n contrary wif dd2,our dd3 lecturers decided to give us a much harder time by setting difficult objective questions...

i was already exhausted. body switched into power saving mode...the ATPs left in my body were oni enuf 2keep my heart pumping...

i was barely conscious.

finally...had a 2hrs nap after dd3 exam...
studied for merely a few serious hours for pharmacy practice2...and had the best 5hrs sleep in the whole 3weeks...
regretted for not sleeping more tho...coz by the time i sat for pp2,my brain's thinkin+interpretation function was barely there...yea,sorta simply shoot la in the end for the 69MCQs...n for the last hr of pp2 paper, i was half asleep...while drawing cartoons on my question papers 2keep me awake XD

11.30am...29/03/2007 marked the end of our EOS5...
"ok,time's up...stop writing." david chong's voice sounded so sweet...haha~

n for now...plenty of piggin+lepak-ing for me...n fingers crossed until 16/04/07 n pray hard that i'll glide through EOS5 with oni minor bruises. pass!pass!pass!pass!pass!!

p/s: thanks alot for the wishes+prayers+smses ppl...=) sze liang,gordon,yenV,glen,hendrick,joan (and cell members^^)sook peng, chi fei,andy,zi kang...thanks for the support,the help, the words of encouragements,the late night smses+msn to keep me awake...n batchmates for stressing+helping me...u know who u r...LOVE u guyz lots...muacks~*hopefully i wont disappoint u!hopefully u wont b seeing me in imu after june 2007!whee~~