那时我们总有好多话
什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早
却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化
我不想再多说话
经过了相遇挣扎
我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事了
有一天你突然问我
在那个时候是否也爱着他
我也很想他我们都一样
在他的身上曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他
是因为你他开始飞翔
我也很想他在某个地方
我少了尴尬你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短
思念却很长
还记得那年我们三人许下的愿望
星星骗了我们我们却因此上了一课
成长必修的学分
我们都一样

christmas presSies..^^

25/12/2006 started off with my alarm clock going off at 7.40am coz was supposed to attend church wif liang papa at 9am for christmas celebration.however,i received a msg the minute i on my phone...

"ho ho ho! santa claus has dropped a present with green colour wrapper above ur shoes rack..hopefully santa din put at the wrong unit..ho ho ho,merry christmas!"

surprised,i walked (hopped to be precise XD) to the door n TADDA~saw the GREEN THING on top of the shoe rack..haha,it was a pleasant surprise indeed!haha...thankz to "the person" who gave me the pressie...u made my day^^


- my red devil (hong gui)'s new fren,carl-

then,i went down to meet liang papa as promised.haha,the moment v entered his car,he presented us wif christmas gifts...each one of us has one...n only mine's wif wrappers..*ngek ngek ngek~nice wey...(i insisted on havin it wrapped la actually the nite b4,altho nooby liang papa cut the wrapper 2small..XD)

- fashion bear from liang papa...cute to the MAX^^he shall be my phone bear's papa..*ngek2*
- christmas gift from vickie which i got it few dayz b4...not difficult spottin the one wif msg on it coz it's the different color 1..hehe...thanx vick!

oh okay..back to 25/12/2006.parents came kl to "Catch" me bk hometown...v went for some shoppin at our usual spot,1-utama..was kinda frustrated tho,partly bcoz of the crowds there..n partly coz i DIDN get anythin...crapZ~ was on my way bk to vista when i received msg "hinting" me that there'll be ANOTHER christmas pressie awaiting me...haha~was anticipating it...went straight to wern's place to collect it after i finished "doing somethin" *woOhOo...* so nice of yen for getting me somethin n actually put in LOTSA efford to erm....wrap it. XD (oh btw,guess wht yen was tryin 2make?)

- yen's masterpiece~~XD i tot it was either a strawberry?or erm...an evil egg(after i've opened it) or...??

answer: yen said it's (SUPPOSED TO BE) a HOUSE?!!! muahahaha~

- red devil from yen...am surrounded by DEVILZ now...(-.-")

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE...n GREAT YEAR AHEAD...GOD BLESS~

i know God has His own plan,but sometimes...things can be so frustrating,they dun fall into places like how v wanted them to be...

u know the problem's there,n u DESPERATELY wanna solve it...but u're hitting all over the place n NOT at the problem..u know it very well but it's beyond ur ability to control...simply FRUSTRATING!

so the nex thing u know,u'll start to avoid...avoidance is bliss eh?

things accumulate...

n i hope i wont explode one day.

"Father,plz help me cope with my every frustrations...so that i'll stay calm whenever things are against my wish,...n i will stay strong and patient and wont curse.n dear Father,bless those around me too..give them strength and courage...Amen."

rAndom..^^

stooOOOOPID thing~dis-organized by photo arrangements...well,nVm...this is what i've been lately...life recently has been quite bz but interesting...m exhausted,need time to pay my sleep debts now...
16,17/12/2006 was the taekwondo interclub championship.as usual,v were called YET AGAIN to be the water fishes..kononnya,v very the good in organizing championships WORRR??!!!practically worked our aS* off during the championship...woke up 5smth in da mornin->travel all the way to shah alam->back at imu at abt 8smth at nite...100bucks for everythin...oi,UNDERPAID la wey....anyway,v kinda forgot da grumbles and all when v spotted this cute lil fella fightin in our ring...ei,he's the champion of the day okay?12yr old fella...thiam joo^^the bad part was that he was fighting with martin,another favorites among the "weird aunties"...haha,all those same-aged-fighters la,kononnya national fighters la...compare wif thiam joo?tiada tandingan la wey...haha...
23/12/2006 was big boy drick's 21st burfday...despite being in da stresS mode,liang papa as his "gay partner" XD organized a be-earlied burfday makan for him in sri petaling pizZa hut...it was SUPPOSED to be a surprise for drick but too bad..somehow there seem to be LOTSA "mouse shits" in medical..XD some "mouse shits" bocorkan da plan..n so....anyway,it was a great gathering for all of us..papa got drick a personal gift(damn gay....but sweet la..XD),then he bought a bag from esprit(which is a pressie shared by all of us...),a bday cake made up of slices of cakes in different flavours,n i've actually made a bday thingy for drick,which was "VERY CREATIVE" (bday cake picture on a bday card?XD)
HAPPIE 21st BURFDAY Hendrick...^^

16/11/2006 was bao's bday...but her celebration was belated(forgot for what reason dy)...anyway,it was held at the porridge steamboat place in sri petaling..da part i like da most?check out the thing bao's holding..it's her BURFDAY CARD...XD

13/10/2006 was luyi's bday(same as me ah...XD) but v didn get to celebrate for her..i guess this was so far..the MOST BELATED burfday celebration of all...it was actually held on 21/12/2006,together wif our tang yuan making session...hehe..went makan at da korean bbq in sri petaling which cost a bomb...but the food was nice..FREE refills for kimchi(m not a fan of kimchi tho..)

christmas pressies..^^

tHankZ ppl...LOVE u guyZ LOTZ *mUackZ*^^

- small, lovely DIY ornaments^^ from qris mama+jian papa(left)...from su miin(right)

-sweet bites!!^^ oreo from kim hoe,candy cane(most christmassy XD) from vyeaw+kahyee, sweet "hamper" from hui ming,voon,xinyin...

- another shot of da candy cane wif lovely DIY ornament from luyi,santa from chin pei..^^

big spender...XD

am currently in big spender mode..partly bcoz of burfdayz...partly...for some unknown reasons..lotsa lecka-lecka sessions,lotsa burfdayz,lotsa SALES(God forbidden word!),lotsa...whatever...sigh~ ohya,forgot to mention that i jz came bk from sing k session..ish~


- luyi's super duper belated bdae celebration...was a korean restaurant..good service+good food..price?sigh...
- guess what?used up my perfume...n MnG sales..(-.-")
-drick's burfday...la~la~la~
-last but not least,my lappy son's sister...^^

burfday pressieS?christmas pressieS?oh no....*shakin head..*

lOng lOst siblings?

zi kang said i looked like the taiwanese singer luo zhi xiang @ xiao zhu after browsing through the photos in my hp....hmm...?XD

for those xiao zhu fans out there..i apologize for my junior's unacceptable words..XD

- me "outta bed look" XD
- taiwanese singer xiao zhu...

well, u compare...

earliest christmas presSie^^

got a packet of sweets from hau chun(hamster) + papa liang(cow) ...^^
hau chun,i really gonna keep them until OUR graduation...then i'll force one into ur mouth...*ngek ngek*

thanx lotZ ya...

-the gift of Christmas^^

messages from
hau chun: thanx for everything!! all the best in ur exam+remember us after graduation ya!
papa liang: the wrapping paper suits u la my dear prince frog! all the best! << (-.-")

(p/s: da previous msg from papa was: "same as above"...which i forced him to change...walau,no heart insofar~!!)

a tOken of lOve...

we doesn know each other very long...but it was long enuf for me 2 feel sad upon thinking that i will no longer be meeting them after january...i feel a tinge of regret for not knowing them early..after january's seperation,when will v meet again?even if v meet in the future,will the closeness i felt now be felt then?but anyhow,i will wish every single one of u...all the best =)

-for yeang wee + hau chun...
- for glen=ciak sai hu + sze siew...
- for papa liang + ex-papa gordon...=P
- for big boy hendrick and chin pei...
- tai jie evelyn's...

fRiends fOreVer^^

- liang*drick -
liang n drick 1st met each other in school...both of them shared very different characters. liang's the smart,quieter one,while drick's the sporty and extrovert one. but somehow,they clicked and became very good friends.

drick's very talented in sports,which make him captain of his school's basketball team.during his every game,liang will be there.holding a packet of his staple food=prawn crackers,liang will look intensely at drick's every move while munchin quietly at his prawn crackers.

not long after the game starts, drick SCORED!!!

the cheers of the supporters turned deafening...as drick accepts high-5s from his fellow team mates, he took a quick glance at his fren,liang.

liang was smiling softly+quietly.he gave drick a thumb-up...he knew,his bestie had jz make the day again...drick was the best player in his team,n liang knew it very well.

however,standin at the other end of the basketball court,there was another person who was lookin intensely at drick's every move.as drick scored,a light smile crossed the corner of his lips.he knew...drick's the player he WANTS.

drick was recruited to play for his country.he was EXHILARATED!it was like a dream come true..then suddenly,he realised he'll lose his friend,liang.drick will have to leave his country to train abroad.in Australia.

in the same time,smarty liang got himself a scholarship offer to study abroad.in New Zealand.

it will be 3 long years of seperation between the 2 very good friends...

however,they promised each other...they WILL meet up with each other after they have fulfilled their dreams...they promised to keep in touch,to phone/sms each other once in awhile...

the 2 good friends will be together again one day...drick playin basketball,liang supportin quietly...it's A PROMISE.

new found friend^^

went to church last saturday as usual with "papa"..finally,gordon+i went to church TOGETHER..XD 6 of us in papa's proton waja...papa,gordon,xiao2,elaine n "my new friend."

kinda felt a bit weird at 1st coz i was the only pharmacy among the medicals..but my new friend(s) were kind enuf to try talking to me..hehe~

"my new found friend" is imelda..she's also one of the medical sem5s...she kinda reminded me of my neighbour,cecilia which was also my only playmate when i was small...imelda seemed nice,frenly n well,sweet =)

oh ya,she discovered my "hidden" talent. i've been alive for 21yrs n she's actually the 1st person who gave positive comments on my voice..haha..n she said i'll sound nice if i sing...well... (-.-") i tot my voice can only b linked with "manly","豆沙喉","loud","rough"..etc.

a new found friend+a new found talent..hmm..not a bad day huh..=P

random

i really AM NOT SUPPOSED to go online now...but there's always this small hope that i'll his blue msn icon..tonite = disappointed.tired.headache.

i'm going offline to sleep.

tOng yUin iN adVance...foO chOw style^^

dOng1 zHi4 is still quite long way to go but well...(aiya~u can get to eat tong yuin in kl 365dayz la..)
- starting pic: quite similar with the "normal" tong yuin found everywhere lo..the tong yuin here is smaller tho coz it's "my creation"!easier to swallow ma..^^
- somehow this pic n the last pic got terbalik..lazy 2 re-do the whole thing so..this is supposed 2b the end pic la..yup,foO chOw style tong yuin is a bit like the usual "mua chi"...so can u imagine if the tong yuin is d size of the normal 1?!CHOKE la wey...so basically,foO chOw tong yuin is the yuin(balls) without the tong(soup)...

n the tOng goes here~!hehe...->thrown down the sink instead of eating it...

tOngsui~

nothin much2 say in this blog,da photos say them all...2 words -simply delicious-^^

-origin:some shop lot in sitiawan..(yup!) c the white thing?bird nest lu..hehe
-dad,meticulously "cleanin" the bird nest...gotta get rid of the bulu+the ter-scrapped paint ma.. half day of work eh!
- cleaned!waiting to b cooked...^^

-mouth watering...ginkgo bird nest...yUmmy~

ginkgo biloba - one of the top 10 herbal...eh...i think its gotta do with promoting blood circulation to the brain,therefore increasing memory..? XD

bird nest - accOrdin to one of the website,it contain proteins+minerals which help cell growth,rejuvenates human skin n increase immune system...hmm...very nutritious.no wonder i'm growing fatter..(-.-")

other ingredients...

lotus seeds,bai3 he2,rock sugar...

a New hAircUt,A new bEginNing..^^

to those few who persuaded me not 2cut my hair...sorry~hehe^^

well,from the beginnin of my EOS holiday,i have been buggin mum to give me ideas on my new hair style for my new sem(change style ev sem ma..=P)..but the reply i got was "ur hair now very nice already ah,dun hv 2cut..u look nice with ur hair tied up now."

(-.-")

however,i was DETERMINED to CHANGE.

after much persuation,mum finally gave in n dad fetched us to my usual hairstylist,Oscar =) oh ya,dad showed a bit of hesitation when he was told that the person who's gonna cut his daughter's hair is a GUY.well,daddy's gurl eh...XD

i didn know what else i can do with my hair...
i've tried spiky.-->sem1
i've tried short.-->sem3
i've tried coloured.-->secOndary (-.-")
i've tried permed.-->sem2
i've tried rebonding.-->sem4

in d end,i leave evthin in the hands of oscar...trust him ma..

it was finally my turn after 30min+ of waiting...he was cuttin hair for 2kids..wAHLAO~kids nowadayz...XD

snip.snip.snip.

45min.done!

not much difference eh..hehe..but the cut kinda "destroyed" d rebonding done previously...well..overall,it was okay.he suggested highlights for me.OH YES!have not tried highlights yet!brilliant idea!but then,mum was there...all the while she was against me colorin my hair...in the end,no highlights.kinda disapointed but well...okay la.

so..no surprises this semester...^^


- new haircut, a new beginning...^^
b4 the cut..bye to the semester 4 rebonding..

but heck,i jz discovered that i can no longer tie my hair up..what now?not long..n not short enuf.. no labs in sem5,still okay..but taekwondo training? >_< any ideas ppl?

pAsSed~!

finally..the dreaded sem4 result were released yesterday...30/10...

the release was scheduled at 10am,but bcoz of "late delivery from strathclyde" (angie: eh,strathclyde oso got raya holidayz 1 kah?)..the release was delayed to 12pm,which freaked most of us out (senior's experience ba...=P)..

most of us passed...THANK GOD~

however, a few of p1/05-iers failed..some,my gang.

" fren, GAMBATTE~dun worry..i have faith in u guyz..study hard for the resit n v will go scotland TOGETHER~!"

as what qris said, v will wait for u guyz...v open the champagne TOGETHER~!

no mOod,lack iNspirAtiOn..>_<

hav not been updating my blog for quite sometime...partly bcoz i was busy with EOS exams(practically burried until tonnes of notes ba..)->3 weeks,partly bcoz my dearie lappy's in hospital->1week n counting..sad case~

miss my lappy so much...cant do anythin without him...

well,what i'm up to recently..jz briefly update u with my life lah..

i'm currently having my EOS holidays..hopefully it will be a full 5weeks..well,yea..exam result's out on the 30/10..
begun my holidayz with the news that i'll hav to send my lappy to hospital..yea,not a very good beginning eh?anyway,my holidayz continued with mid-autumn festival which i spent bk home in sitiawan...only for the weekend.

went back bukit jalil again to prepare for the taekwondo recruitment drive demo..2 dayz of demo...lotsa planks broken(30 pieces approx)...rm5.50 per piece,try 2 do the calculation!n thatz excluding the 4apples..XD but anyway,it was quite successful (minus a few failed attempts to break the planks) IMU students jz love destruction so much eh...high stress level ba?

after the demo,peiling n me was lookin forward for a grading actually...as the grading was still unplanned+unsure..v decided to stay bk for a few more dayz n c how it goes..yea,lame excuse for us.....to go SHOPPING wee~~~!!^^ 3hopeless gurls (peiling,me n fish) went shopping at our usual spot-mid vAlley...the names arranged according the the amount of money spent,beginning with the one who spent most *ngek ngek*

peiling - 1 cargo pants+1 "ARGENTINA" top...rm 1**
me - 2tops onli la...
fish - boOmsHell 3/4 pants...XD

even our dinner was considered luxurious...vietnam kitchen =P

holiday continued...

yea,nobody from our was around except for peiling n me...2sesat fellaz in vista...

to be continued...

- my lappy...vGn-FE18GP...pray for a speedy recovery...miss u lOtz ~*muacks

GUILTY!

fOr oVerspending...OverEating!
supposed 2celebrate joan's burday but han liang,sor eng, pei ling n me ended up in sri petaling "Taste Walking" without joan..XD

-pei ling's hot chocalate with ice-cream...the hot choc kinda oozed out whenever u poke the brown sponge cake...mmMm~
-mine!sotong stuffed with rice...wont say it's heavenly but yeah,it's nice ^^
-jz a random photo..actually had this taken in somewhere else..Leo's cafe near sri petaling The Store..well,it's not exactly "yummy" but well...it's cheap considering the price of it..

hApPiE bUrfdAy jOan ^^

August 15th was Joan's burfday...well,v sorta gave her a small surprise celebration 2her after the trainin...hOpe's she'll b happie everyday...*mUacks* jOan rocks XD

-me n joan- p/s: i didn know u r older than me XD
- jOan *stAy cUte,stAy tough!*
-jOan+sOr eNg+pEi liNg
-*hApPie fAmiLy XD* hAn LiaNg+kHang wErn+jOan

me?me not?me?me not?

Oct-13th
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

hmm....what do u think?

无奈。

这件事，这个感觉的存在...令我想了很久，但始终得不到答案...感觉就像历史考试不会做，无论你怎么想，都得不到答案...为了交卷，就乱写一通，交上去的答案...不懂对错。

他与她，算是公认的一对。但，她在与她不在的他...是很极端的两个人。不晓得为什么，看到她在时的他，很不习惯，不知所措...甚至有点看不过眼。觉得他...很可悲。
但也许从开始到先在，都是自己想多了...都是自己一厢情愿？

就是这种感觉，我不明白。

我曾经想过，得不到答案的原因，是因为我在逃避...但possibility应该很低吧...

卷子我交上去了...还没派回来...也许老师根本没改，而答案...始终是个问号。

发泄完，好多了。

p/s:以上故事纯属虚构，如有雷同纯属巧合。XD

last PP lab session..

i guess i simply have to admit that time flies eh...my last pp lab session before the big day nex week...the dreaded dispensing test...

my last pp session was on creams...this time the lab session was fairly easy,compared 2wat v had for the 2nd last session-suppositories..XD
i wonder if i still remember...hmm...

Left: salicylic acid in aqueous cream..i think its for some skin disorder la..forgot d..XD

middle: salicylic acid+ sulphur cream..supposed 2treat acne vulgaris but according to the BNF, it is not longer used.(hmm..then i wonder y r v still making it..)

right: ichthammol with smth smth la...forgot what d...i think it's for treatment of warts...

p/s: spot Mr Khalid's hands in the background..XD

dispensing test...dispensing test...i jz hope that i wont get 0 mark...

nice n neat...thanx FISH!

dear fish was kind enough 2help out in the badge+booklet design job which was suppose2 be done by me...well,n she came out with this cute taekwondo character(some say he looks like ti3n)...thanx lotz fish...i owe u 1~~

difference...not?

ppl said i looked very different with n without specs...well,some say i look better with,some said without...u judge..

p/s: oh ya,these pictures were taken using the cam on my laptop...with my taekwondo uniform as background...=)

L-I-F-E...2

haven't been able to post up these few pictures of my work...partly bcoz i was+am busy with lotsa stuff...partly oso bcoz the internet connection in imu didn allow me2do so..damn,lotsa stuff 2 settle...

left- Aqueous cream: for relief of dry,cracked skin
right- zinc oxide suppositories: for symptomatic relief of haemorrhoids (how?stuff it "as high as possible into ur a*s la..)

dun try 2 mess with me...or not i gonna stuff this into ur a*s...
the product of my previous lab...

left- paraffin ointment: to soothe dry skin..

middle- ichthammol+zinc oxide ointment: to? forgot liao..XD

right- salicylic acid: to? forgot oso..