couldn really walked properly whole day...the question of "how 2 get up from bed?" actually crossed my mind the moment i was awaken by my alarm...i practically had 2 crawl up...thanx to the taekwondo training on tuesday...n badminton session with meng,wern,su miin, pei ling n kah yee...extreme muscle ache...
n guess what?i still managed to struggle up n down the non-moving escalator of IMU,never ending stairs of the sri petaling+hang tuah+bukit bintang LRT n Monorail stations..n went shopping in lot10(finally got myself a pair of cny pants)...muahaha~damn proud of myself...XD
got my cny pants..still got tops to go...haha~gonna go topless this cny i guess..=P
thoughts of going bk home (city-number 1) actually excites me...weird?haha...lookin forward 2c my house...n my frenz..=)
its ed 2.15am...still at wern's place...cny mood,eating mandarin oranges+biscuits+sweets...
hopes my frenz will have a fantastic cny this coming week..wont b blogging for the whole next week... hope everyone will b a brand new+better person this coming new yr...(dog yr!) gotta work like a dog this sem...^^
HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR!
GONG XI FA CHAI!
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
UCSI 03-04 A-level yr2005 gathering...
haha...the gathering was long time ago lah..but only now i'm posting up pictures....(no heart o...) anyway,the gathering was at evan's place<-our usual lepak place...it was okay although there was some yucky,unfresh stuff from Giant...=Pi think so far...u guyz r the gang of ppl that i contact least lo...really really sorry ar...聚会需要天时，地利，人和 嘛！anyway,love u guyz lotz ya...miz the moments v had during a-levels...miz Ms. Mabel's biology lectures...haha,i know u guyz dun...^^
Joe Quah,where the heck is ur gay partner?!
had been searching Joe's gay partner since this morning...sadly...no news till now...5.05pm~
need his confirmation on my grant form la...sigh~yea,maybe i should pass it 2joe instead coz they will sure meet each other everynite mar...rite joe? XD
hope that he'll get the form ready by tomorrow la...sigh~desperately need the form...wanna get my money!have been applying the grant since 2003.....T_T
p/s: the names n some of the story lines had been altered for confidential purposes..XD
need his confirmation on my grant form la...sigh~yea,maybe i should pass it 2joe instead coz they will sure meet each other everynite mar...rite joe? XD
hope that he'll get the form ready by tomorrow la...sigh~desperately need the form...wanna get my money!have been applying the grant since 2003.....T_T
p/s: the names n some of the story lines had been altered for confidential purposes..XD
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
betrayal
had insomnia last nite...gotta wake up at 7am this morning for 8am lecture on microbiology (-.-")
been thinkin over stuff my fren had told me last nite through the phone...it was a long phone call but it stayed in my mind all nite...thanx Soon,for defending for me..tho i dun even know myself well.
yup,i was upset...
it wasn bcoz a fella had talked bad infront of my fren bout our past relationship..neither bcoz someone had bad-mouthed me...it was simply bcoz people i called "frenz" actually choose 2 talked bad behind my back instead of confronted me regarding my problem...was it plain betrayal?or was it a sabotage?if yes..then u succeeded,coz i'm hurt.
i dun wanna ask who s/he is...i fear,i can't accept betrayal...but i choose 2 accept the stuff they had said about me n try 2improve...yes,i really tried 2improve myself.frenz out there,if along the way i happened 2 hurt u...sorry.
it'll b very unfair 2 those sincere frenz who loved me out there now... coz i kinda lose trust towards people as more betrayal come into my way...one is enough.
i'll need time 2recover.sorry...
been thinkin over stuff my fren had told me last nite through the phone...it was a long phone call but it stayed in my mind all nite...thanx Soon,for defending for me..tho i dun even know myself well.
yup,i was upset...
it wasn bcoz a fella had talked bad infront of my fren bout our past relationship..neither bcoz someone had bad-mouthed me...it was simply bcoz people i called "frenz" actually choose 2 talked bad behind my back instead of confronted me regarding my problem...was it plain betrayal?or was it a sabotage?if yes..then u succeeded,coz i'm hurt.
i dun wanna ask who s/he is...i fear,i can't accept betrayal...but i choose 2 accept the stuff they had said about me n try 2improve...yes,i really tried 2improve myself.frenz out there,if along the way i happened 2 hurt u...sorry.
it'll b very unfair 2 those sincere frenz who loved me out there now... coz i kinda lose trust towards people as more betrayal come into my way...one is enough.
i'll need time 2recover.sorry...
Monday, January 23, 2006
Memories of our own...P105 gatherin'
-me n celupar ti3n-
back: wern, me, yannee,fishfront:joey
-from left: fish,vyeaw,wern-
-meng,su miin,me,wern,fish-
-the flowerZ...XD-
02' 5Sd class gathering...
hwei cheng's sms last nite reminded me of the gathering again...ahaha~the atmosphere was kinda cold at 1st..makes me think of the 1st day i enter IMU-->taylor-ian mix wif taylor-ian, tarc-ian mix with tarc-ian...only.v kinda gang up...as usual.haha..i think a few of us were kinda disappointed...but eventually,a gang of us had quite a fun time playin "psSs game" while trying hard 2 gulp down d leftover...overall,i think it was quite an effort put in by my frenz...kudoZ everyone!
left: circlez of friends...-friendship forever-
*to those who had made this happened..good work n love u guyz lotZ!
*to those who didn "enjoy" the effort put in by our fellow frenZ...thanx for being there anyway n love u guyz 2 =)
*to those who didn show their face...hahaha~u guyz seriously missed out alot!
p/s: miss the badminton session v had together,mates!lookin forward 2c u guyz during cny!
left: eng chuan, kwong seng n me..
just plain bored...
basically...i'm just tryin out lah...haha~didn know exactly how 2 post picture on the blog..n this is my 1st time succeeding somethin by reading on the "help" part!muahaha...
some simple intro here lah..coz gotta get my ass off the chair in CAL lab n go LT1 for another boring lecture...
this picture here...is my chi muiZ in IMU lah..erm..the lame queen is the gurl behind...n the gurl bside me is fish..n guess what?i'm N-E-R-D
i LOVE bookZ...*muakx*
thatz all...good afternoon Dr. Er!
Sunday, January 22, 2006
afternoon at ss12...-bored-
at aunt's house now..suppose 2go shopping n was lookin forward 2 a trip 2 my favorite shopping spot-1 utama...but sadly,my great future fashion designer cousin got "many assignments" 2finish...so v just gotta cancel the idea...haih~if i were 2 know earlier,i will just take the scholarship form n follow my fellow mei qis' to mid valley..
so...i'm here now...waiting the page 2 load..(sad..no stremyx) while tryin 2figure out how 2play the computer's solitare..XD o'll b joinin my cousin brother for ps2 ed if it interests me...but sadly,i still holds the record of falling asleep while playin ps2...unbelievable?believe it...
sigh~haven't get myself a proper chinese new yr attire...haha~n cny is a week from now..hmm...i guess i'm gettin old eh?coz old ppl normally dun buy new clothes for cny anymore...gosh~even my grandma has a chinese new yr shirt..
kinda lookin forward 2go bk sitiawan now..coz mum said..."U'll be having an IKEA look alike room!"muahaha...finally,the renovation has ended..quoted from my good ole opponent vyeaw:"ur father wanna build a castle izzit?!"
this big renovation project has cost me somethin though...mum said"gotta keep the grant for Strathclyde..coz the money allocated previously has already been used for the house" sigh~i tot of getting myself a cool laptop using the grant..dun dare 2ask for one now...spending another big amount will freak my dad out...so i guess i just gotta b patient...n the bed+sofa v saw in IKEA...T_T
so it's spending..spending...spending...~n to poor poor daddy,it's earn money,earn money..EARN money! (hmm..does that sound familiar?)
so...i'm here now...waiting the page 2 load..(sad..no stremyx) while tryin 2figure out how 2play the computer's solitare..XD o'll b joinin my cousin brother for ps2 ed if it interests me...but sadly,i still holds the record of falling asleep while playin ps2...unbelievable?believe it...
sigh~haven't get myself a proper chinese new yr attire...haha~n cny is a week from now..hmm...i guess i'm gettin old eh?coz old ppl normally dun buy new clothes for cny anymore...gosh~even my grandma has a chinese new yr shirt..
kinda lookin forward 2go bk sitiawan now..coz mum said..."U'll be having an IKEA look alike room!"muahaha...finally,the renovation has ended..quoted from my good ole opponent vyeaw:"ur father wanna build a castle izzit?!"
this big renovation project has cost me somethin though...mum said"gotta keep the grant for Strathclyde..coz the money allocated previously has already been used for the house" sigh~i tot of getting myself a cool laptop using the grant..dun dare 2ask for one now...spending another big amount will freak my dad out...so i guess i just gotta b patient...n the bed+sofa v saw in IKEA...T_T
so it's spending..spending...spending...~n to poor poor daddy,it's earn money,earn money..EARN money! (hmm..does that sound familiar?)
grant...CONFIRM!!
yup,the STARR foundation has finally confirm my grant..=) i think i'll get somethin for those who had helped me in it lah..whoa,the lists kinda long...
*my dad-for making all this happen..
*my mum-for guidance
*the clerks in SJKC chung cheng-for helping me fillin up forms..using typewrittes..XD
*Mr tan kee keat,Dr Yap-for writing about "the great hu yi jie"..n also certify tonnes of my duplicated certificates
*Mdm lim siew lean-for writing about "the great hu yi jie"
*Mdm lim siew eang-for writing bout "the great hu yi jie"..again...
*Ms mabel-for writing yet another story of "the great hu yi jie"
n not forgetting...
*coolcat xtreme@kelvin-for teaching me how 2 write "the great hu yi jie"...in a not-so obvious way...XD
*n for those who i accidently forgot 2mention...SORRY~n THANX alot!!
LOVE U GUYZ LOTZ...*muakx*
*my dad-for making all this happen..
*my mum-for guidance
*the clerks in SJKC chung cheng-for helping me fillin up forms..using typewrittes..XD
*Mr tan kee keat,Dr Yap-for writing about "the great hu yi jie"..n also certify tonnes of my duplicated certificates
*Mdm lim siew lean-for writing about "the great hu yi jie"
*Mdm lim siew eang-for writing bout "the great hu yi jie"..again...
*Ms mabel-for writing yet another story of "the great hu yi jie"
n not forgetting...
*coolcat xtreme@kelvin-for teaching me how 2 write "the great hu yi jie"...in a not-so obvious way...XD
*n for those who i accidently forgot 2mention...SORRY~n THANX alot!!
LOVE U GUYZ LOTZ...*muakx*
Friday, January 20, 2006
the same ole problem...
ha~ha~ha~what happened 2me recently?!
had been thinkin bout "the same ole problem"again...i guess it's some bad influence from "the ppl" around me huh...XD
i guess to him, i'm just a tiny-winy character...a normal,tomboy-ish fren *full stop* actually this had been bothering me when i got 2know him...i tot it was just some liking someone will feel towards an "impressive,nearly perfect person"...but then recently...things changed.i realised that i didn forget,rather i had chosen 2run away.
whenever my frenz tell me "i know u well..etc etc..",i will just laugh...coz 20yrs,i still dun understand myself.does my past experience play a part in this...?i was brave b4 this...or izzit just plain "rendah diri"?i mean...he is perfect in every part. yea..nobody's perfect.but God had made a mistake when He created him.
by not seeing him often enough...will it solve my problem?i know it's running away once again but i think i'm quite confident that it'll help...n guess what?he'll b leavin...soon...wish me luck =)
i wont b tellin him bout this...SURE.Since v cant be anythin special..well,i will keep u as a special fren.i wish that one day,when someone asked me bout my life when i was 19-20,i can happily tell them that i had met a special,perfect person like u..=)
had been thinkin bout "the same ole problem"again...i guess it's some bad influence from "the ppl" around me huh...XD
i guess to him, i'm just a tiny-winy character...a normal,tomboy-ish fren *full stop* actually this had been bothering me when i got 2know him...i tot it was just some liking someone will feel towards an "impressive,nearly perfect person"...but then recently...things changed.i realised that i didn forget,rather i had chosen 2run away.
whenever my frenz tell me "i know u well..etc etc..",i will just laugh...coz 20yrs,i still dun understand myself.does my past experience play a part in this...?i was brave b4 this...or izzit just plain "rendah diri"?i mean...he is perfect in every part. yea..nobody's perfect.but God had made a mistake when He created him.
by not seeing him often enough...will it solve my problem?i know it's running away once again but i think i'm quite confident that it'll help...n guess what?he'll b leavin...soon...wish me luck =)
i wont b tellin him bout this...SURE.Since v cant be anythin special..well,i will keep u as a special fren.i wish that one day,when someone asked me bout my life when i was 19-20,i can happily tell them that i had met a special,perfect person like u..=)
black fridae~
the stupid darn server was down when i completed my blog....gotta retype n hopefully i can get it posted...<--black fridae~
i guess compare to the stuff that had fallen on my frenz....this is just some tiny winy stuff...that will often happen 2 the lousy IMU server...(-.-)
well.......to whom it may concern,just cheer up okay..i know this may sound kinda "lou tou" but well...life's short,so gotta live it 2d fullest n appreciate whatever comes...ups+downs..take it as a challenge...i believe,tomorrow's gonna be a better day =) for the gurl,kah yie who suffered terribly for some sickly virus (thanx 2 microbio XD)...fai fai recover kay..miss ya cute cute face..=)
i guess compare to the stuff that had fallen on my frenz....this is just some tiny winy stuff...that will often happen 2 the lousy IMU server...(-.-)
well.......to whom it may concern,just cheer up okay..i know this may sound kinda "lou tou" but well...life's short,so gotta live it 2d fullest n appreciate whatever comes...ups+downs..take it as a challenge...i believe,tomorrow's gonna be a better day =) for the gurl,kah yie who suffered terribly for some sickly virus (thanx 2 microbio XD)...fai fai recover kay..miss ya cute cute face..=)
2 hours trip to UCSI..^^
went bk 2 UCSI 2 get my A-levels certificate today...
UCSI seemed kinda strange 2 us ed...haha, v nearly got lost! (sze ni,meei shya..XD)
lotz of constructions going on there...d buildings there...double thumbs up 2 UCSI!have mix feelings when i was there..walk passed the classrooms, the corridors,the library v used 2 hang out...miss u guyz LOTZ!!!i actually met a few familiar faces...xiang bin, vennee, valerie..haha~but i dun think they remember me lah...a tiny-miny character that used 2b part of UCSI...XD
i managed catch up with my favorite lecturer,ms mabel...<--sze ni,she's not my mum okay?!
the atmosphere was some what...cold.suddenly everythin seemed so far...ms mabel, i really gonna miss ur biology lecturez! =)
overall, the trip was nice...managed 2 ta pau bk the uncle's rojak!haha..memories~
UCSI seemed kinda strange 2 us ed...haha, v nearly got lost! (sze ni,meei shya..XD)
lotz of constructions going on there...d buildings there...double thumbs up 2 UCSI!have mix feelings when i was there..walk passed the classrooms, the corridors,the library v used 2 hang out...miss u guyz LOTZ!!!i actually met a few familiar faces...xiang bin, vennee, valerie..haha~but i dun think they remember me lah...a tiny-miny character that used 2b part of UCSI...XD
i managed catch up with my favorite lecturer,ms mabel...<--sze ni,she's not my mum okay?!
the atmosphere was some what...cold.suddenly everythin seemed so far...ms mabel, i really gonna miss ur biology lecturez! =)
overall, the trip was nice...managed 2 ta pau bk the uncle's rojak!haha..memories~
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
快乐 (my frenZ out there,this is for u guyZ ^^)
快乐 是可以分享的
快乐 需要一些过程
快乐 总是能被记得
因为记忆只留下美好的
你是你自己的作者
何必写那么难演的剧本
别怪话说的太多了
我只是不要你不快乐
被爱 应该是幸福的
去爱 没有想像的愚蠢
相爱 可以非常地单纯
因为爱全是与生俱来的
你问 我怎么那么神
这些智慧该如何才获得
爱你 我认识了快乐
它带我上了难得的一课
有了你开心地 乜都称心满意
咸鱼白菜也好好味
我与你永共叙 分分钟需要你
你似是阳光空气
快乐 需要一些过程
快乐 总是能被记得
因为记忆只留下美好的
你是你自己的作者
何必写那么难演的剧本
别怪话说的太多了
我只是不要你不快乐
被爱 应该是幸福的
去爱 没有想像的愚蠢
相爱 可以非常地单纯
因为爱全是与生俱来的
你问 我怎么那么神
这些智慧该如何才获得
爱你 我认识了快乐
它带我上了难得的一课
有了你开心地 乜都称心满意
咸鱼白菜也好好味
我与你永共叙 分分钟需要你
你似是阳光空气
stranded!!!
its RAINING~~~~!!!damn...wrong timing...1st time so kiasu go finish of d CAL session questions, n now...ITS RAINING!!!
stranded in this deserted,boring island named IMU...oh yea,i'll blog somethin up again..
sem3 life has been some what....depressing (-.-) recall bk last November-Disember...i was actually lookin forward 2 start my sem3!what the heck....i tot everythin will be normal+fun+...normal...yea...well,maybe i'm askin for too much.
pharmaco...microbio...physical pharm lectures had made me think alot....what hv i done during the past 2 sems?!i really gotta get my engines started n start k-ing books...but then...sighz~ (lazy say lar!)muahaha...whateva...
haha, pei ling had just gave me her comments on my blog...oh well,she has the point...-just be urself..=) thanx lotZ ar gurl....love u guyz!ehem...minus the PMS fellaz lah...make everythin so complicated...XD
think bk again...pei ling,there is one side of me actually agrees with u....totally.but then again,v r not living in a one people world..sometimes what other thinks does matter...well,it depends on how v think n how v take it rite?hmm...yea,i'll try 2 b more positive lah...had been a bit pro-PMS recently 2....haha~
for the mei qi gangs,well...love u guyz lotz la...really appreciate our frenship..if its not for u guyz,i think i'll regret for coming IMU lah..i mean...look at the difference between the building of UCSI n IMU!seriously,i really wished that the downs will b over SOON n the ups will resume...=)
stranded in this deserted,boring island named IMU...oh yea,i'll blog somethin up again..
sem3 life has been some what....depressing (-.-) recall bk last November-Disember...i was actually lookin forward 2 start my sem3!what the heck....i tot everythin will be normal+fun+...normal...yea...well,maybe i'm askin for too much.
pharmaco...microbio...physical pharm lectures had made me think alot....what hv i done during the past 2 sems?!i really gotta get my engines started n start k-ing books...but then...sighz~ (lazy say lar!)muahaha...whateva...
haha, pei ling had just gave me her comments on my blog...oh well,she has the point...-just be urself..=) thanx lotZ ar gurl....love u guyz!ehem...minus the PMS fellaz lah...make everythin so complicated...XD
think bk again...pei ling,there is one side of me actually agrees with u....totally.but then again,v r not living in a one people world..sometimes what other thinks does matter...well,it depends on how v think n how v take it rite?hmm...yea,i'll try 2 b more positive lah...had been a bit pro-PMS recently 2....haha~
for the mei qi gangs,well...love u guyz lotz la...really appreciate our frenship..if its not for u guyz,i think i'll regret for coming IMU lah..i mean...look at the difference between the building of UCSI n IMU!seriously,i really wished that the downs will b over SOON n the ups will resume...=)
18012006
when was my last time posting somethin on this blog....*think think*
bcoz i forgot my loggin password...XD
anyway...
gotta wake up so early this morning....-8.00am- for some Lego fixing session...(-.-") damn sleepie now....WHAT KINDA TIME TABLE IS THIS?!!!
dunno y...suddenly felt kinda sad that seniors r leavin soon....March bah i think...so P105 will be "the seniors" now..hmm~n i dun even know d basic stuf...Q: whtz d difference between muscarinic n nicotinic receptors? ARGH~~depressing....
frenz around r starting to pair up...i guess what a senior said months ago during sem2 had started 2 come true....feelings,relationships,politics changed+evolved...even guyz experience PMS?!what the heck..how i wish that things had never change...just like d old times during sem1...when v started 2 get 2know each other...
- Things had changed-
got kinda fed up with a fren recently..v had been quite close n he had helped me with stuf sometimes..he is quite a gentlemen overall..but many words of his had been really hurtful recently..maybe he is trying 2behave n talk like us but it's just not acceptable..just different...i dun wanna hv hatred..should i avoid talking to him,or should i just try not 2 feel insulted+just laugh everythin away?
- Or maybe i had been very cruel in my words 2?-
yi jie went thru a few changes in her 20yrs of life...between form 5 n pre-U, pre-U n Uni....does this means that i need 2 change n refresh myself for another time?i seriously wanna know my own negative side n i desperately wanna change....i just wanna make myself....a more lovable person
- frenz out there,just tell me what the hell is wrong with me..i wanna hear critics-
bcoz i forgot my loggin password...XD
anyway...
gotta wake up so early this morning....-8.00am- for some Lego fixing session...(-.-") damn sleepie now....WHAT KINDA TIME TABLE IS THIS?!!!
dunno y...suddenly felt kinda sad that seniors r leavin soon....March bah i think...so P105 will be "the seniors" now..hmm~n i dun even know d basic stuf...Q: whtz d difference between muscarinic n nicotinic receptors? ARGH~~depressing....
frenz around r starting to pair up...i guess what a senior said months ago during sem2 had started 2 come true....feelings,relationships,politics changed+evolved...even guyz experience PMS?!what the heck..how i wish that things had never change...just like d old times during sem1...when v started 2 get 2know each other...
- Things had changed-
got kinda fed up with a fren recently..v had been quite close n he had helped me with stuf sometimes..he is quite a gentlemen overall..but many words of his had been really hurtful recently..maybe he is trying 2behave n talk like us but it's just not acceptable..just different...i dun wanna hv hatred..should i avoid talking to him,or should i just try not 2 feel insulted+just laugh everythin away?
- Or maybe i had been very cruel in my words 2?-
yi jie went thru a few changes in her 20yrs of life...between form 5 n pre-U, pre-U n Uni....does this means that i need 2 change n refresh myself for another time?i seriously wanna know my own negative side n i desperately wanna change....i just wanna make myself....a more lovable person
- frenz out there,just tell me what the hell is wrong with me..i wanna hear critics-
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