i am spiderman~ehem...

came across this quiz on crz's blog ...ehem...guess im quite an "in" person eh...XD

Your results:
You are Spider-Man

Spider-Man 70% Robin 62% Superman 60% Green Lantern 55% Supergirl 50% The Flash 50% Catwoman 50% Hulk 45% Wonder Woman 35% Iron Man 35% Batman 20%

You are intelligent, witty, a bit geeky and have great power and responsibility.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

When I say... "I am a Christian"

I'm not shouting "I'm clean living."

I'm whispering "I was lost,now I'm found and forgiven."

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When I say... "I am a Christian"

I don't speak of this with pride.

I'm confessing that I stumble

and need Christ to be my guide.

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When I say... "I am a Christian"

I'm not trying to be strong.

I'm professing that I'm weak

And need His strength to carry on.

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When I say... "I am a Christian"

I'm not bragging of success.

I'm admitting I have failed

And need God to clean my mess.

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When I say... "I am a Christian"

I'm not claiming to be perfect,

My flaws are far too visible

But, God believes I am worth it.

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When I say... "I am a Christian"

I still feel the sting of pain.

I have my share of heartaches

So I call upon His name.

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When I say... "I am a Christian"

I'm not holier than thou,

I'm just a simple sinner

Who received God's good grace, somehow!

- Christians by Maya Angelou -

freaky...

heard some horifying stories during my last gathering wif a few secondary schoolmates recently...i guess parents,especially those who have daughters can consider hiring bodyguards for their children *mummy~~i wan brad pitt as my body guard.....~~~*

story 1:

it was told by my bestie,where she read from some forwarded mails lar.it happened to a gurl in mv car park.tht gal was on her way 2her car when she noticed her flat tyres.then suddenly, a guy popped out from nowhere n offered her a helping hand.oh btw, d guy was dressed in shirt,tie, slack n a coat. he was holding a james bond bag as well. at 1st, da gal agreed so she opened her booth to get the spare tyre.after the work was done,the guy asked her whether she's willing to fetch him "to the other exit" as his car was parked there. she noticed oso tht the guy actually put his bag in her car booth w/o her noticing.so being cautious,she shut her car booth n calmly told the guy tht she forgot somethin n she need 2go back up to mv again. she promised she'll b back n told da guy 2 wait for her there. she left n later got a security guard to accompany her back to her car.

the guy was no longer there.she opened the booth to take out the guy's bag...n guess what was inside?drug?nah....money?nah....dead body?nah.....

there were ropes,knife, duct tape..etc.

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story 2:

this was told by another fren of mine who r studyin in one of the public uni... a guy went crazy after his gf dumped him. angry,he swore tht he will rape+kill every single gal in tht uni. he did managed 2 rape+kill one...luckily he was caught.
surprisingly enuf...a murder case...not one word was mentioned in da newspaper.weird?
some said it was juz rumours,some said it was untrue....oh well,u judge.

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story 3:

still on rape cases...rumours said in order for some unis to block the story from reachin the media, they actually offer good results i.e. 1st class honours to the victim?!how true is tht...it is for us to judge as well...

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story 4:

this happened to a gal mutual fren (fren's fren lar)...she was on her way up to her apartment alone late at nite.u know,there's this cctv+speaker thing in da lift...n on her way up tht nite, dat cctv actually spoke to her!?

"amoi...satu orang ah...."

dei,it was freaky i tell u....when i heard this i was like WTF!!!!??

da gal was calm enuf to remain silent n jz looked at the cctv angrily until she reached her floor n quickly leave the lift.she complained to the management office later regarding tht matter n all she got was denial...n denials.

"oh, itu cctv tarak suara punya..."

WTF!~~~~~

01052007- 1st trip to sitiawan mcD =)

finally realised whatz wrong...hehe,nt gonna tell here lar..dun wanna show how nooby i was XD anywayz,here are the photos i took during my 1st visit 2 da sitiawan mcD lor...most feedback i got was "wah,like very highclass eh..."

ngek ngek...professional photo-taker mar...XD but really, this mcD is da best lookin 1 so far lar..based on my years of eating mcD experience wehehe~
-photo taken from the buying counter...entrance...cool eh?da photos on both sides of da wall r nice+colorful...like those seen in secret recipe de..
-taken from the outside seats...better feel compare to air-cond..hehe...



old mc Donald had a farm...

yee-ai yee-ai ooooo.....

n on his farm he has a......

CAT!

yee-ai yee-ai ooooo......

n a miao miao here...miao miao there...here a miao,there a miao...everywhere a miao-miao...

ok lar..not exactly 'everywhere' lar...jz 1 miao oni...hehe~

ending pic of da mcDonald...any1 interested in joinin me there?lalala~

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open for adoption...aNyOne?

discovered 'em few dayz ago....till now,no movements yet...guess their parents decided to abandon them..y?i dunno...anyone interested in adopting them? oh btw,mum suggested me 2 try hatchin them -___-" then maybe i'll end up like a person as great as Thomas Edison XD

offcially moved out from vista komanwel today after 2.5yrs...m currently waiting for visa application updates....till then,will b rotting back in sitiawan wif parents...*muacks mum+dad*

vista.imu.life.frenz.food(?!)...im already starting to miss all of these....> <"

what else can i say?

there's definately a BIG guy UP there who are watchin over me....

i've passed my EOS5,with a result better than i've expected.

wisdom.
health.
strength.
determination.

i really feel God-blessed. =)

no matter how close or how deep the friendships can be...it doesn really matters anymore if distance exist...

if 2ppl are meant to be together as best frenz...y then muz God create distance n seperation?to put the relationship into test?ya rite...then i've failed terribly.

lost contacts.
lost topics to talk about.
lost interests.
lost feelings.


EOS5 result gonna be out in less than 8hrs time...wish me luck. > <"

clinical attachment post mortem

date: 10/04/2007 - 16/04/2007
venue: Hospital Tuanku Jaafar, Seremban.

compare to our other collegues,my batch was very lucky...considering tht v have everythin(library,the whole clinical school) for us 2use,n of course...v have mr.david as our tutor =) overall, it was an eye-opening experience...

oh...another thing worth mentioning...doctor's handwriting is bad is NOT a myth!wth...i think kindy kids can write better than them lar.. > <" reading medical reports n tryin 2figure out those scribbles+unknown short forms was torturing...

a nurse once told me :" panggil itu doctor semua belajar ABC baik baik dulu sebelum datang lar..."

anyway, altho our attachment was overall, a very short one...it was a very meaningful one...at least now i appreciate life more...grateful tht He has blessed me with health,n my parents had taken good care of me as well...n i've totally lose confidence towards the medical service of government hospital.

for those who loved 2 drug urself wif panadols whenever u experience migraine(due to self-caused reasons)...or those who loved alcohol and/or cigarettes so much...pay a visit to the hospital if u're free...i think it will b far more effective than whatever nicotine patch they sell in the pharmacy...liver failure n COPD are nothing nice...

ohya...seafood anyone?food saturated wif sugar+fats anyone?heart prob,DM and hypertension are as scary...

*anus: i oni mentioned a few...u edy kena how many trigger factors dy ah?*


- very typical imu style clinical school...outside looks grand,inside...*shakes head*-
- partner for the week...orang seremban yang hilang kat seremban,diana-
- most of us..minus choi leng,khai yong,hansel and the seniors.-
- famous+yummilicious seremban marmite crab...rm80 here wey...-

thanks jOan^^

easter sunday...should b my last church service in dumc b4 leavin for strathclyde i guess...mixed feelings....altho the time spent wif them r relatively short,i enjoyed their companion in church,in cell...love u guyz lotz!will definately miss u all alot in da future...=)
joan - thanx for everythin yo...*speechless* muacks~*
n also the tiga sekawan (chris, troy, kiryu), kenneth, jui jien,sing yee,pui fun,philip...n also the other cell members which i forgot their names =P thanx for the jokes,the laughters,the friendly smiles n warm hand shakes,the companion,the friendships,the prayers,the worships together...God bless^^

"dear father,it's a blessing having them...i thank you Lord for them.Amen."

-thanks jOan...^^-

artsy week...^^

finally,some time for me2do stuff tht i enjoy doing most...whee~
got this sponge bob done minutes ago...1 afternoon of work...satisfaction *pats self on shoulder*(",)v
hw i did it?colour papers,uhu glue,scissors,black pen...cut n paste^^

n i did somethin easter-ish for my churchmates....a bit the cacat lar..but hopefully they likes it lu...

"eh,u very free ar?"

tht was wht i got from them in return...baH~~~!!

more to come in few dayz time...hopefully will b able 2do more stuff b4 my hospital attachment lu...

UpdAtez...

have been window shopping around in kl area recently...mainly lookin at backpacks,windbreakers n shoes...have been to time square 3times in a week and mid valley...i practically walked to the extend tht i get cramps on both feet everynite...but still,i couldn seem 2find a suitable backpack...either it's size problem, price problem or simply...face problem > <" n instead,i spent abt rm130+ for a bag...which got nothin2do wif my trip 2strathclyde...

lalala~anyone there care 2give me some advice on backpacks?or erm...jz help me kao tim this backpack buying problem lar...XD simply,i dunno wat 2get for strathclyde...argh~1st time going overseas for studies mar...any advicer out there?

need 2really buckle up n get the visa stuffs ready as well...despite being so free now,have been procratinating...dun wanna do work,dun wanna clean my room(4weeks dy since study breakXD), dun wanna do anythin...bah~

ohya,somethin worth 2mention..i actually went 2da bank n bought myself a bank draft..whee~1st time being so independent wey...*clap clap* settled the application for letter of good conduct...hopefully i'll be able to get the letter in time for my visa application *fingers crossed*

today's my erm...last cell group lor..haha,2nd cell meeting=my last meeting XD kinda regretted tht my knowledge abt God is still so shallow...since young,i tot loving+trusting in God is enuf...but i guess still tak cukup makan lar...sigh~any tuitions for bible studies?whee~n today's cell group is philip's last as well b4 he leaves for jb...i doubted he reads my blog but well...wish him all the best...thank God for a great cell leader like him^^

"dear Father,please guide philip through his journey in jb...be with him n bless him wif strength,health, wisdom and tht his journey will be a very fruitful one for him...n tht he'll be able to touch the heart of more ppl n tell them about You.Amen."

kenneth+jui jien+pui fun will be taking over philip's place instead...will pray for them too...tht they will able to spread the good news 2more ppl..bring back the backsliders(like meXD)

what else what else..hmm...my 1week hospital attachment will start nx tuesday..heard frm previous batch tht the condition there's quite bad..i guess i'll need His grace n strength to survive through the 1week in s/ban...

hapPie bUrfday~*

31031986 - one of my bestie's bday....ah nen,happie burfday ar!! (btw,da cake in the photo was my 20th bday cake XD)
31031985 - also one of my bestie...but he's from ucsi...evan,happie 22nd bday ar!!....yaya,u will get ur very own kid soon...dun go around stalkin+taking photos of kids XD

have been awhile since i c both of u dy lar...shesh...miss u guyz lotz wey....many happy moments this yr okay...God bless both of u muacks~*

passed by sg buloh when i was on my way back from stw-kul when i saw this oh-so-very unique name of a restaurant...


er....Try To Eat?

er...okay,i know ur food is quite bad...judgin from the amount of ppl inside...but i'll Try To Eat lar...-____-"

oh erm....i've changed my mind..erm...maybe some other time lah....

EOS5 pOst mOrtem

tOugh...but finally it ended today...my "last day in imu (hopefully...)"

tot it was going to b easier this time,coz had been consistently going 2the library 2 study n lepak since the 1st day of sem5. so...was takin my own sweet time preparing for it at the start of my 2weeks study break...kononnya studyin sambil online-ing lar...

started with drug&disease3...

my progress was slow....very slow...basically like what voon yuen said..."1 day 1 chapter"...but her 1 day 1 chapter was memorizing,mine was jz "lookin over it"....n i was hoping that i could finish studyin 4 subjects in the short 2 weeks...

but i realised later that studyin the 4subjects this semester was like studyin 4 pharmacology for sem3, harder...i panicked n started rushing over all the stuffs,sleep at 4 almost throughout the whole last week of study break...going bk home made things worst as home is jz so comfy for me 2sleep in...

2weeks of study break ended n war was declared...

the war started wif biopharmacy4,which was supposed 2b the less tougher paper...but disaster struck...the paper was God dammit tough la...i seriously wonder if the so-called spanish lecturer is an undercover sent by uni of Strathclyde...coz our seniors did very well for their biopharmacy4 last yr...suddenly,i missed Prof Soh very much...XD

everyone's face was pale...n all of us tried comforting each other wif "nvm lar...gambatte for dd2..."but i guess still...the level of stress+panicky situation started rising again...non-linearly!the level was far above Km!!XD

the nite b4 drug&disease2 was like hell...(altho i dunno how hell feels like),but it was the worst time of my life...

seemed 2have forgotten everythin i've studied,even the very basic stuffs...mind went blank...mentally,i was already quite tired due to the lack of sleep...but still,the study continues...cudn sleep..n when i finally could rest,i was awaken...simply sprung up from the bed..yes,i mean sprung up...n couldn sleep anymore..it was merely a 30min-1hr sleep. n the air-cond suddenly felt so cold...i was shivering...n the air cond was already set at 27C!but i was sweating?!!

woke up abt 6smth in the mornin2revise...decided to giv up in tryin2 concentrate on a few topics...or should i say....2 topics?

schizophrenia...
or
epilepsy.
total topic - 8
choice of essay - 4...choose 1

i was quite lucky tho...schizophrenia came out.n the objective questions weren't that bad either...suddenly,i felt that Prof yeoh is actually quite erm....cute as well XD

2nites of lack of sleep...n my tiredness accumulates.but somehow,the adrenaline in my blood kept me awake for drug&disease3...
i realised that drug&disease3 is actually a LOT MORE TOUGHER than drug&disease2...i sorta neglected dd3 during study break...n it took revenge on me...a very BIG revenge.

panicked...
nervous breakdown
schizophrenic
depression

spent the whole 6hrs afternoon studyin ONLY GI disorder n by the end of the day,decided to giv up most of the topics n focus on peptic ulceration, psoriasis, TB, bronchitis...but somehow, drug&disease3 was far too heavy for me...

psoriasis came out...but i couldn even crap it properly..> <" n contrary wif dd2,our dd3 lecturers decided to give us a much harder time by setting difficult objective questions...

i was already exhausted. body switched into power saving mode...the ATPs left in my body were oni enuf 2keep my heart pumping...

i was barely conscious.

finally...had a 2hrs nap after dd3 exam...
studied for merely a few serious hours for pharmacy practice2...and had the best 5hrs sleep in the whole 3weeks...
regretted for not sleeping more tho...coz by the time i sat for pp2,my brain's thinkin+interpretation function was barely there...yea,sorta simply shoot la in the end for the 69MCQs...n for the last hr of pp2 paper, i was half asleep...while drawing cartoons on my question papers 2keep me awake XD

11.30am...29/03/2007 marked the end of our EOS5...
"ok,time's up...stop writing." david chong's voice sounded so sweet...haha~

n for now...plenty of piggin+lepak-ing for me...n fingers crossed until 16/04/07 n pray hard that i'll glide through EOS5 with oni minor bruises. pass!pass!pass!pass!pass!!

p/s: thanks alot for the wishes+prayers+smses ppl...=) sze liang,gordon,yenV,glen,hendrick,joan (and cell members^^)sook peng, chi fei,andy,zi kang...thanks for the support,the help, the words of encouragements,the late night smses+msn to keep me awake...n batchmates for stressing+helping me...u know who u r...LOVE u guyz lots...muacks~*hopefully i wont disappoint u!hopefully u wont b seeing me in imu after june 2007!whee~~

taekwondo demo...> <"

it was the 1st IMU martial art's week starting last monday...president?dear miss joan...(stressed!!)

monday-opening....wah,joan gan super "yeng" wei...but the most entertaining one was no doubt...the ninjitsu fella XD (for those who knows,curi curi laf okay liao lar...haha~)

tuesday-demo from taekwondo, aikido and taichi...didn really pay attention other performances coz was bz preparing for our own demo....i guess this was the messiest demo for us in all our demos in the past lo....shesh~i kinda messed up my part lar...

things i supposed 2do, i didn do...
things which im not supposed 2do,i did...argh~~

i supposed 2 do my kicks+steps neatly
i supposed 2 HIT kaimeng and karweng ON the vest
i supposed 2break my plank using the correct technique

what i did?
my kicks were messy...super messy
i DID not hit kaimeng and karweng ON the vest...basically,my kicks were all over the place
i broke my plank wf the wrong technique...which was quite painful...ouch~
and the biggest embarrasement?i fell FLAT on my face after my last kick...WTH~

but luckily,others did well lar for their part...the finale was GOOD....
shesh...tat goes my LAST taekwondo demo in imu...(- -")

-IMU Taekwondo noobs XD-
*minus kai meng's bro =P

gathering...^^

- besties...still as dear =)

date:090307

as what albert said,suddenly hc "angin sampai"...so she started gathering n asking around whether to have a small gathering on friday...altho not many ppl turned up,it was nevertheless a very successful 1...=)

nic came to pick both sook peng n me up in imu at 7.30pm and after being trapped in traffic jams,5 of us finally reached the place-Summer steamboat at sunway...

there were 13 of us,consisting of (part of the) "the gang",my long-lost bro hui jieh, sook peng, ting ting and ning ning....

the food was okay,but the chatting session was non-stop...like hc said:"i c u all talk,so i eat lor..after i finish liao,u all still talking...." XD i guess a few of them really did eat alot...haha...managed 2catch up wif a few of them who i never meet since...when?since graduation in 2002 i think!

after everythin...v celebrated albert and hui jieh's bday wif 2 very kawaii cake!it was a surprise...yup,corteousy of our very dear hc...again XD

sing k session after meal...it was actually my 1st time singing wif them!erm...other than so *burps* here n there,the session was nice...n i'll surely remember the joke shared among "the gang"...haha,i really laughed to tears wey....i guess despite some changes, "the gang" remained "the gang"...always know how 2 happi-fied ourselves in times of crisis XD hmm....should b my last gathering wif them b4 leavin for scotland ba...

had a great time n the session ended about 4smth in the mornin...

nic fetched us back vista and slept at 5smth...> <"

hOw are yOu?^^

my hp had gona crazy recently...no ringing/vibration when an sms is received...might b due to da 2600++ smses that i insist on keeping n not deleting it...

was going through all da smses,deleting those "not so important" ones...XD memories were refreshed...i suddenly i realised how i really MISSED some of my frenz...VERY MUCH.

kinda random la,but going through those smses reminded me of someone..who once asked for my opinion whether or not to leave and continue elsewhere..
he entered ucsi after completing his secondary...some ppl said that he came bcoz of a gurl,but he denied it and said it was his own choice when i confronted him bout it.well,the r/ship between him n da gal's kinda sad case lar...to cut da story short,it was sorta like he was after the gal since secondary...both of them actually had the same feelings for each other,but somehow immaturity and not being confident "inhibited" the growth of their r/ship...

the valentine that yr was a sad one...despite being rejected for countless times,he asked her the same question again,hoping that this time she'll accept...but it didn work out.outta frustration(thatz y i say,immature ma...XD) he told the gal he's giving up...he's no longer in "the run" anymore...

was it a coincidence or not...he got an offer from a government college that time.he phoned up the gal n asked her whether should/should he not accept the offer,with a small hope that the gurl will say NO...but it didn turn out so...it was the 1st time that the college actually opened its admission to everyone,no one knows for sure what will the future b like..it was like a bet,a priceless bet...

but i guessed he made a correct choice for leavin ucsi and accepted the offer...when all of his fellow frenz didn get their course of choice in d public uni(despite good results),he got a so-called very good course(altho it's not his 1st choice)...hw is he doin now?well,the last time he contacted me,he was doin more than good lar...attached wif gf somemore...he was a great fella,i guess the gal who rejected him made a wrong choice instead eh?XD

enuf said...hehe...

oh...n smses reminded me of other ppl as well...

sze liang papa-howz NZ lar...?msn sessions getting "colder" liao..ish...but i guess it's normal o,since v no longer live in d same environment,share the same frenz around lo...will keep da memories v shared together...=)

yenV-hey howz seremban lar...HOT eh?ish..muz thank u lor..bcoz u left tkd,i get a once in a lifetime chance 2 whack eve's balak lor..muahaha...he lost to me somemore wor...will remember da countless trips u fetched us around la...n da food u sent to me when i wasn well...hehe,v still havent sparr in tkd b4 o...XD

5Sd-ians -damn,miss u guyz alot okay...which dumb fella's idea was that 2cancel the cny gathering lah...ish...anyway,i tot da time v had when v were together in NH was the bestest moments...despite politics/kiasuism/exam stress...environmental factors caused us to changed, n the frenship between us changed as well...but the memories v once had remains...=) 4inlove..remember?add with the f4?haha...

ish..y m i suddenly so.....> <"

leaving imu soon for strathclyde lu...(fingers crossed)...suddenly feel so heavy to leave everythin+everyone behind...even if it's oni for a yr...

chi fei punya kerja...hehe~

after so long of "ok,will go over 2c ur connection soon...",finally chi fei drop by my place n....my connection in vista's back!wheee~~~~

according to him,the problem was very minor...oh well....an IT noob i am...

so 5am now...n im still msn-ing...ciaksaihu's the oni living soul left on my msn list...XD

lalala~chi fei,i owe u a meal ya!haha...

new frenz =)

after being persuaded (sort of lar...) by joan+chris,i joined them for the cell group...met more new frenz there...sorry la ppl,cant remember ur names..=P ohya,finally met philip^^haha...luckily that fella remembered me...or not i really malu la...hmm~he was da cell leader(fuiyo,thatz y i say...sitiawan produce good leaders XD) anyway,i was a bit uneasy during the whole cell thing tho...i realised how shallow my bible knowledge actually is...n how i dun really know well bout the God i claimed to love so much...sigh~so i guess that was da main reason i was quiet throughout da whole gathering...
the reason i live is _____.
that was the question philip thrown to everyone of us there,n v r supposed to fill up the blank.i was like...whoa,what kinda question was tht?!nvr really tot of it..it jz sound so serious...so...BIG+far...everyone was kinda quiet at 1st,so philip decided to go around so that everyone could answer...everyone's answer were well...kinda similar.
is for God.
to wht extend that their answer is true i dunno but for me,i guess that answer is kinda erm...heavy?somehow,i dunno what "living for God" really means...
n it was troy's turn...what he said was somehow similar to what i was thinkin now..."the reason i live is for God,but up till now,i still dunno..."
true.
what was my answer?hehe...well,i was like "erm..hehe...dunno..." *paiseh face+stick out tongue*
The reason for u to live is...?
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oh ya,i had a fall last friday...= ="
well,it happened like this la..jz finished the very dreadful pp2 class test ma,so was on my way up the non-moving IMU escalator...sambil happily kutuk-ing wern lar...my sentence was oni half way out my mouth when i missed my step....
my TIBIA landed ON da escalator....wth...i tell u,da pain was beyond words to describe la wey...for those who fall often (like me),u know how painful it is when ur shin kena rite...
the wound wasn really big tho...some lacerations....
3 stripes. Adidas?
kiryu+troy: "ei,what happened to ur leg?"
me:"i fell."
kiryu+troy:"wah...u fell into a adidas shoe izzit? so nice 3 stripes one?"
me: (- -)
kiryu:"hahahahahahaha~~~~~~~~~~*finally realises it wasn funny,covers mouth*opps.."

*healing....Adidas stripes...(= =")*

tAgGed..liang papa,this is for u..

==" thank u very much liang papa for remembering me...ish...

now da game goes like this...

"Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog."

http://henrysecret.blogspot.com/ for more examples...

was thinking the whole afternoon..n this is what i came out with..

6 weird things about yi jie:

>>> likes green?nah,actually i dun like green,its just coincidenceS that most of the stuff i saw looks nice in green la okay?*defiantly*plus ppl tot i like green n so gave me all those green things for pressie....yaya,thanx alot to da b105 gang for promoting my green shoe...=.=")

>>> hc thinks i'm weird coz i like da extremely girlie stuffs (sewing,knitting) as well as da extremely manly thing (taekwondo and martial arts)

>>> i prefer vegetables instead of meat?yup,i can eat a whole meal of vege w/o meat but not the other way...lalala~

>>> liang papa said "im weird coz i like you tiao..." (-.-") n my gang thinks i'm weird coz i said you tiao's cute..

>>> i think wayne rooney's cute..XD

>>> last but not least,my cacat-ed "foo-chow hands" that both me n my liang papa have...

ish..its jz so difficult 2 think weird things bout me since i'm so normal XD

now,time for victims....sorry ppl...

1. acrix (coz u used to comment that u're weird...?)

2. daphne

3. diana (both u n daphe r unseperatable ma...XD)

4. chifei

5. evelyn

6. edmond

doing taekwondo was my dream since very young..but then, due to my very tomboy-ish nature, mum insisted on sending me for more girlie stuffs..-piano and ballet- i guess partly she wanted me 2 fulfill what she dreamt but couldn do when she was young.. yup, i fully understand n now, i actually thank her for "forcing" me to attending both piano+ballet =) if i were to realise earlier, i guess i would have taken more initiative to actually learn both of the art...PROPERLY.

i used to complain about the ever tired+stressful trainin+piano classes i have to attend..i would try 2 escape practicing my steps+music pieces whenever i couldn,till the extend where mum had to take a cane, sit beside me after dinner everyday so that i would practice my pieces..(sambil crying la sometimes XD) but i guess somehow..the chinese sayin's true..江山易改，本性难移. well,despite years of ballet+piano classes,yi jie remained...yi jie. XD

after years of dreaming to do taekwondo, it was finally fulfiled..here, in imu. where i no longer stays wif mum XP kinda regreted for not insisting mum to send me for taekwondo when i was young coz if i did, i would have already been a very "yao yeng" gal wearing the black belt uniform..like evelyn.or joan. =D anyway, i INSISTED in joining the taekwondo club during the sem1 recruitment drive. i guess due to the stretchin i endured during ballet classes (+ gimrama XD), the stretchin part in taekwondo trainin was easy..n i LOVED doing what i CAN do..haha~kiasu ma..the few classes of taekwondo during form 2 helped me to figure out the basic steps of taekwondo easily as well..

front kick
turning kick
forward+back stance
horse-riding stance
lower+upper block
inner+outer block

even the warming up+the jumping over fren (which peiling hated most)...seemed so familiar to me.

so i guess i kinda fooled most of the taekwondo seniors here in imu =P they tot i was "gifted" in taekwondo..haha..n they predicted i would actually get a double promo for my white belt grading...<
well, u know when u're dipandang tinggi,u kinda kembang a bit de la..so when the result was anounced and i didn get a double promo,i was disappointed..VERY disappointed.i continued doing taekwondo tho(wont giv up so easily de la..unlike somebody XD)...but then, the flame kinda cool down a bit...not that enthusiastic anymore..especially after i realised that i wont get my black belt by the time i leave imu...not even if i train hard...

white>>yellow 1,2>>green1,2>>blue1,2...

27/2 will be my blue2 grading...sir kinda revised our grading syllabus during yesterday's training..i was scolded by him...for not remembering my poomsae,and my too-low-kicks?!was actually quite proud of my high kicks...for the 1st time..i kena bcoz of TOO LOW kicks?!!was angry of myself..very disappointed of myself as well...for not being good enuf in taekwondo..where's the enthusiasm i showed b4 this?!i mean, it was my DREAM..n when now i actually have a chance to fulfill my dream...i DONT appreciate it!i was supposed to try my best n what did i do for the past yrs during training?!!complainin bout the tiring trainin,not practising when sir's not looking...even sor eng said my kicks were not as powerful as b4 anymore...heck...what m i thinking?!!

guess papa's comment was true ("u do things evtime oso hangat2 tahi ayam de")...ARGH~~STUPID!m so good in finding excuse for not excelling in things now...

"why ur stamina dropped ah?why ur kicks all not good ah?why u forgot ur poomsae ah?"

aiya,no time ma...stress lah..lotsa assignments..tests coming oso lah....

"why ur test results suck ah?"

aiya,dunno leh...not enuf time to study la..the stupid lecturer la..dunno set what kinda confusing questions..

ya rite.

finally...handed up my DD3 cancer chemotherapy report..didn care whether it has errors,didn care if it looks nice+need...wth...gonna concentrate on my biopharm now..

thinking of the biopharm test coming monday send cold shivers down my spine...

pharmacokinetics...drug metabolism...endless chemical structures,endless formulae that i need 2 memorize...> <"

feelin kinda blue now..worries+problems+with the stress level building up infinitely...get easily pissed with stuff...sorry if i shouted at any1 of u today..sorry.

gotta make myself happy...at least hv2 put up a happy face later...gonna hv a surprise bday celebration for wern later on...

new DUMC mate^^

- new DUMC mate, joan dearie...^^-

Last yr, God sent an angel to me…who brought me back to Him, back to church. However, I was worried. I know very well that I wont be able to attend DUMC anymore after liang papa left for NZ. being an obedient daughter, i wanted to continue going church (hv promised liang papa tht i'll go),but DUMC is like 20min drive away from bkt jalil…

I prayed. I asked God for guidance n help.

My prayers were answered. God sent another angel into my life. Joan.

Because of her accompanying me, my journey with DUMC is able to continue again! =) yup, I was overjoyed. I dun mind tht I have to take cab/lrt, I dun mind tht I’ll have to get ready earlier…janji can go DUMC ok liao..^^And of course, God has again taught me a lesson…of not judging a book by its cover… (for those who knows, erm…keep it 2 urself ok dy lah..=P)

So last Saturday, i met up with joan infront of imu at 5.30pm (30min earlier than the usual time liang papa used to pick me up). I had quite a surprise when I know that another person was going to join us….Kiryu =) a half Japanese he is…my new fren.

V hopped onto a cab at 5.45pm and reached DUMC at 6.20pm. I was actually praying silently throughout the journey that v would be able to reach DUMC in time n not get lost…haha, I didn really know the way la joan…XD n the cab driver didn take the usual route la…now I really regretted for sleeping+dreaming all the way to church when liang papa fetched me there..=.=
The celebration was as usual, the usual pastor Daniel…but different DUMC mates…used to have liang papa, Gordon, singyee, sze siew and Elaine( kinda missed them when I was in church)..now, Joan and Kiryu…n hoping that a few of my gang might b able to join me for church next time..perhaps? =)

Celebration ended around 8.20pm and v went makan. Haha...different DUMC mates, different makan place as well…no car ma…Kiryu brought us to a nearby mamak (which I’ll DEFINITELY wont get a chance 2go if I’m wif liang papa…=P). the nasi lemak served there was YUMMY! (liang papa, if u’re reading this…I can bring u there if v get to go church together again nx time..^^) ohya, forgot 2mention daniel n forgot-his-name(kiryu’s frens)…2 of them joined us for dinner.

Took a cab back and reached bkt jalil at abt 10pm+. A new experience with my new church-mates…happy+satisfied. =)

“Whatz our priorities and devotion in life?”

date: 20012007
time: 1850
KL>Singapore>Christchurch

finally, it's papa liang's turn to leave us for NZ to continue his studies in university of otago.i guess it will be a very nice place for him n he'll feel very homely with so many of his same species around...moO~~~XD
*snoOpy... =)

date: 14012007
time: 1820
BIG boy drick left for Aussie...university of western australia

date: 15012007
time: 2100
datuk (chris) and datin (christine) left for Aussie...university of adelaide

to those m204s that i know...BESTEST wishes...
will miss the times where i get 2c u guyz in IMU...=)

i used to think ppl commiting suicide are a stupid lot,which doesn know jz how precious their lives are..but then,jz today...i felt suicidal.yes,the feeling was very strong...

although today's test only covers 29 pages of my module notes,i had been preparing for it since b4 christmas..when everyone used part of their christmas hols to do their dd report,i actually used up the WHOLE hols for the test..i dunno how many times i've repeatedly studyin the same thing,lookin at the same slides,same notes..countless hours in library...somehow,i felt well prepared for it.mum said she'll be waiting for my good news tonite..that i'll tell her i think i've done well today...

yup,a surprise happened today.a DISASTER.

lack of sleep maybe?had a weird feeling when i read the answers for a big part of the questions (Q22-29)...how possible can be find an answer when all of them seemed correct?most of my classmates were intelligent enuf to search for clues,but somehow..i tot i was the clever one,so i searched for the "MOST APPROPRIATE" answer...in the end,the puzzle was solved.

"SELECT THE INCORRECT RESPONSE."

n the puzzle was solved when the answer sheets were passed up,when i was outside the mph...wth...

i was shocked.i tried to hold back my tears as i joined my frenz up to the LT for lectures...they were discussing bout CD POM. heck!somehow i take CD POM as schedule 3...all the while i was clear that CD POM is actually schedule 2 (i ACTUALLY told this to my fren when he asked me)...

n there goes...well,another 10 questions perhaps?

thinking of the fate of my pp paper,i couldn hold the tears anymore.i broke down...that minute,i feel suicidal.although it's only a test,it was enuf...i know all my stuff,i prepared well...but what happened now?!

the feeling's like being kick HARD at the head by...well...kai meng? K....O...! but i think i'll rather be KO-ed by him...coz at least i know i'll lost even if i fought...

nothin can be done now..desperately need to recover from it now n concentrate on my unfinished pp report,dd thesis report n prepare for the upcoming february tests...

m keepin my fingers crossed for my pp test...

那时我们总有好多话
什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早
却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化
我不想再多说话
经过了相遇挣扎
我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事了
有一天你突然问我
在那个时候是否也爱着他
我也很想他我们都一样
在他的身上曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他
是因为你他开始飞翔
我也很想他在某个地方
我少了尴尬你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短
思念却很长
还记得那年我们三人许下的愿望
星星骗了我们我们却因此上了一课
成长必修的学分
我们都一样

christmas presSies..^^

25/12/2006 started off with my alarm clock going off at 7.40am coz was supposed to attend church wif liang papa at 9am for christmas celebration.however,i received a msg the minute i on my phone...

"ho ho ho! santa claus has dropped a present with green colour wrapper above ur shoes rack..hopefully santa din put at the wrong unit..ho ho ho,merry christmas!"

surprised,i walked (hopped to be precise XD) to the door n TADDA~saw the GREEN THING on top of the shoe rack..haha,it was a pleasant surprise indeed!haha...thankz to "the person" who gave me the pressie...u made my day^^


- my red devil (hong gui)'s new fren,carl-

then,i went down to meet liang papa as promised.haha,the moment v entered his car,he presented us wif christmas gifts...each one of us has one...n only mine's wif wrappers..*ngek ngek ngek~nice wey...(i insisted on havin it wrapped la actually the nite b4,altho nooby liang papa cut the wrapper 2small..XD)

- fashion bear from liang papa...cute to the MAX^^he shall be my phone bear's papa..*ngek2*
- christmas gift from vickie which i got it few dayz b4...not difficult spottin the one wif msg on it coz it's the different color 1..hehe...thanx vick!

oh okay..back to 25/12/2006.parents came kl to "Catch" me bk hometown...v went for some shoppin at our usual spot,1-utama..was kinda frustrated tho,partly bcoz of the crowds there..n partly coz i DIDN get anythin...crapZ~ was on my way bk to vista when i received msg "hinting" me that there'll be ANOTHER christmas pressie awaiting me...haha~was anticipating it...went straight to wern's place to collect it after i finished "doing somethin" *woOhOo...* so nice of yen for getting me somethin n actually put in LOTSA efford to erm....wrap it. XD (oh btw,guess wht yen was tryin 2make?)

- yen's masterpiece~~XD i tot it was either a strawberry?or erm...an evil egg(after i've opened it) or...??

answer: yen said it's (SUPPOSED TO BE) a HOUSE?!!! muahahaha~

- red devil from yen...am surrounded by DEVILZ now...(-.-")

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE...n GREAT YEAR AHEAD...GOD BLESS~

i know God has His own plan,but sometimes...things can be so frustrating,they dun fall into places like how v wanted them to be...

u know the problem's there,n u DESPERATELY wanna solve it...but u're hitting all over the place n NOT at the problem..u know it very well but it's beyond ur ability to control...simply FRUSTRATING!

so the nex thing u know,u'll start to avoid...avoidance is bliss eh?

things accumulate...

n i hope i wont explode one day.

"Father,plz help me cope with my every frustrations...so that i'll stay calm whenever things are against my wish,...n i will stay strong and patient and wont curse.n dear Father,bless those around me too..give them strength and courage...Amen."

rAndom..^^

stooOOOOPID thing~dis-organized by photo arrangements...well,nVm...this is what i've been lately...life recently has been quite bz but interesting...m exhausted,need time to pay my sleep debts now...
16,17/12/2006 was the taekwondo interclub championship.as usual,v were called YET AGAIN to be the water fishes..kononnya,v very the good in organizing championships WORRR??!!!practically worked our aS* off during the championship...woke up 5smth in da mornin->travel all the way to shah alam->back at imu at abt 8smth at nite...100bucks for everythin...oi,UNDERPAID la wey....anyway,v kinda forgot da grumbles and all when v spotted this cute lil fella fightin in our ring...ei,he's the champion of the day okay?12yr old fella...thiam joo^^the bad part was that he was fighting with martin,another favorites among the "weird aunties"...haha,all those same-aged-fighters la,kononnya national fighters la...compare wif thiam joo?tiada tandingan la wey...haha...
23/12/2006 was big boy drick's 21st burfday...despite being in da stresS mode,liang papa as his "gay partner" XD organized a be-earlied burfday makan for him in sri petaling pizZa hut...it was SUPPOSED to be a surprise for drick but too bad..somehow there seem to be LOTSA "mouse shits" in medical..XD some "mouse shits" bocorkan da plan..n so....anyway,it was a great gathering for all of us..papa got drick a personal gift(damn gay....but sweet la..XD),then he bought a bag from esprit(which is a pressie shared by all of us...),a bday cake made up of slices of cakes in different flavours,n i've actually made a bday thingy for drick,which was "VERY CREATIVE" (bday cake picture on a bday card?XD)
HAPPIE 21st BURFDAY Hendrick...^^

16/11/2006 was bao's bday...but her celebration was belated(forgot for what reason dy)...anyway,it was held at the porridge steamboat place in sri petaling..da part i like da most?check out the thing bao's holding..it's her BURFDAY CARD...XD

13/10/2006 was luyi's bday(same as me ah...XD) but v didn get to celebrate for her..i guess this was so far..the MOST BELATED burfday celebration of all...it was actually held on 21/12/2006,together wif our tang yuan making session...hehe..went makan at da korean bbq in sri petaling which cost a bomb...but the food was nice..FREE refills for kimchi(m not a fan of kimchi tho..)

christmas pressies..^^

tHankZ ppl...LOVE u guyZ LOTZ *mUackZ*^^

- small, lovely DIY ornaments^^ from qris mama+jian papa(left)...from su miin(right)

-sweet bites!!^^ oreo from kim hoe,candy cane(most christmassy XD) from vyeaw+kahyee, sweet "hamper" from hui ming,voon,xinyin...

- another shot of da candy cane wif lovely DIY ornament from luyi,santa from chin pei..^^

big spender...XD

am currently in big spender mode..partly bcoz of burfdayz...partly...for some unknown reasons..lotsa lecka-lecka sessions,lotsa burfdayz,lotsa SALES(God forbidden word!),lotsa...whatever...sigh~ ohya,forgot to mention that i jz came bk from sing k session..ish~


- luyi's super duper belated bdae celebration...was a korean restaurant..good service+good food..price?sigh...
- guess what?used up my perfume...n MnG sales..(-.-")
-drick's burfday...la~la~la~
-last but not least,my lappy son's sister...^^

burfday pressieS?christmas pressieS?oh no....*shakin head..*

lOng lOst siblings?

zi kang said i looked like the taiwanese singer luo zhi xiang @ xiao zhu after browsing through the photos in my hp....hmm...?XD

for those xiao zhu fans out there..i apologize for my junior's unacceptable words..XD

- me "outta bed look" XD
- taiwanese singer xiao zhu...

well, u compare...

earliest christmas presSie^^

got a packet of sweets from hau chun(hamster) + papa liang(cow) ...^^
hau chun,i really gonna keep them until OUR graduation...then i'll force one into ur mouth...*ngek ngek*

thanx lotZ ya...

-the gift of Christmas^^

messages from
hau chun: thanx for everything!! all the best in ur exam+remember us after graduation ya!
papa liang: the wrapping paper suits u la my dear prince frog! all the best! << (-.-")

(p/s: da previous msg from papa was: "same as above"...which i forced him to change...walau,no heart insofar~!!)

a tOken of lOve...

we doesn know each other very long...but it was long enuf for me 2 feel sad upon thinking that i will no longer be meeting them after january...i feel a tinge of regret for not knowing them early..after january's seperation,when will v meet again?even if v meet in the future,will the closeness i felt now be felt then?but anyhow,i will wish every single one of u...all the best =)

-for yeang wee + hau chun...
- for glen=ciak sai hu + sze siew...
- for papa liang + ex-papa gordon...=P
- for big boy hendrick and chin pei...
- tai jie evelyn's...

fRiends fOreVer^^

- liang*drick -
liang n drick 1st met each other in school...both of them shared very different characters. liang's the smart,quieter one,while drick's the sporty and extrovert one. but somehow,they clicked and became very good friends.

drick's very talented in sports,which make him captain of his school's basketball team.during his every game,liang will be there.holding a packet of his staple food=prawn crackers,liang will look intensely at drick's every move while munchin quietly at his prawn crackers.

not long after the game starts, drick SCORED!!!

the cheers of the supporters turned deafening...as drick accepts high-5s from his fellow team mates, he took a quick glance at his fren,liang.

liang was smiling softly+quietly.he gave drick a thumb-up...he knew,his bestie had jz make the day again...drick was the best player in his team,n liang knew it very well.

however,standin at the other end of the basketball court,there was another person who was lookin intensely at drick's every move.as drick scored,a light smile crossed the corner of his lips.he knew...drick's the player he WANTS.

drick was recruited to play for his country.he was EXHILARATED!it was like a dream come true..then suddenly,he realised he'll lose his friend,liang.drick will have to leave his country to train abroad.in Australia.

in the same time,smarty liang got himself a scholarship offer to study abroad.in New Zealand.

it will be 3 long years of seperation between the 2 very good friends...

however,they promised each other...they WILL meet up with each other after they have fulfilled their dreams...they promised to keep in touch,to phone/sms each other once in awhile...

the 2 good friends will be together again one day...drick playin basketball,liang supportin quietly...it's A PROMISE.